— June Gehringer, ‘I get so jealous of euthanized dogs’ (via lunamonchtuna)
SooO, I'm at the beach with my family, and that means I have to eat): But, my uncle have a pool in his house so:
I'm never gonna go outside of the pool, bye family
Me: -Eats 53 calories more than 400-
My ed: bITCH WTF YOU'RE DOING, THAT IS GONNA AFFECT YOUR WEIGHT LATER, thAT'S WHY YOU STILL IN THAT WEIGHT
Me:
Never forgetting how i once said i wanted to take my organs out to stop feeling psychological pain and then stopped and said "ok i think im over reacting"
*screaming crying almost having a panic attack* i think im over reacting
Worst part of trauma after abusive relationships is that you never see relationships the same way again. Never. Ever. Again.
The way i communicate with somebody i love or i like is different. It is never direct on what i'm supposed to ask for. And always scared of a bad reaction. I'm terrified of people i love. People who haven't done anything but treat me right.
I'm both fresh out of rehab and out of any good judgment
as promised.. its me! im a hate anon!! you suck!!!
Best hate anon ever, that ed girl could never, she aspires to be like you
Days off antipsychotics and feeling the void
fast forward, now on: antipsychotics and antidepressants. hi, i use this account as a personal diary, please don't take me seriously, nor try this at home. A D U L T !! super lesbian and in recovery. sincerely yours, Anne.
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