I Wish I Knew What Happiness Felt Like

I HATE MYSELF! I really do.

Today, my mom had just gotten back from work when she decided to take us out. I got worried and tried to come up with a good excuse. Of course it didn't work. We went to Zaxby's and I feel disgusting. I loathe every part of my body. I ate four chicken pieces. FOUR! How disgusting am I. Not only that, but I also ate lots of fries. I wasn't thinking clearly. I am so worthless. I hate everything that I do. I AM SO SORRY FOR EATING. God, please forgive me....

"The two most important days in your life are the day you are born, and the day you find out why." - Mark Twain

rb if you didn’t realize you had trauma until years after it happened

Now I’m empty. I have nothing to give to anyone. Except for talking about my pain. And since I realize that’s toxic, I’ve simply isolated.

I can feel everyone getting sick of me, and to be honest I don’t blame them, I’m pretty sick of myself at this point.

Lindsay C. Gibson, Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents

“Having a soulmate is not always about love. You can find your soulmate in a friendship too.”

— Unknown