the overwhelming feeling of sadness sometimes when someone treats me with kindness
anyway yesterday i took a walk! the grass was sooo green and the sky was so blue and the trees were pretty and golden! the air was fresh yet mellow warm! a dog walked up to me to greet me! a baby smiled at me! i walked 10,000 steps and my body said thank you! that's what life is all about.
Emitt on the chair, 2001 by Lucy Culliton, 1966-
chatgpt is the coward's way out. if you have a paper due in 40 minutes you should be chugging six energy drinks, blasting frantic circus music so loud you shatter an eardrum, and typing the most dogshit essay mankind has ever seen with your own carpel tunnel laden hands
#hope
It was looking like one big painting out there this morning.
"live every day like it's your last": scary. weirdly foreboding. not a good thought process if you get anxious easily. stressful. so much pressure that it loops back around to making you do nothing. "live every day like it's your FIRST": everything becomes fascinating. renews the excitement of discovering things for the first time again. makes you feel like exploring stuff. #mywisdom
asking for help at work feels like being stabbed 400 times then getting run over by three trucks and shot like one thousand times