Latest Posts by ship-happenss - Page 9
you are still growing on the days when you feel empty.
juansendizon (via shareaquote)
Reason 183949537 I love space
Jupiter’s surface looks like it came from a dream
MBTI Types When They’re Not Thriving OR Surviving
Scl(any sort of stress/sadness)
INTJ: Super withdrawn, swings between gratification and wanting happiness, and unhealthy single-mindedness. Existential angst. Needs people’s support but rejects company. Bottles up issues and then it bursts out.
ENTJ: Prone to attack others, often over the very issues they’re insecure about. Becomes a workaholic and ignores feelings of deep dissatisfaction, or stops giving a crap about anything.
INFJ: Despairs of all things, just can’t see The Point of it. Goes through days mechanically, without purpose. Resists all help, considering it to be probing. Can’t get anything done.
ENFJ: Laughs a bit too loudly and smiles a bit too widely. Escapes to private places, but feels lost. Tells their problems to someone close to them, but doesn’t accept any advice.
INFP: Isolate, isolate isolate. Sees the negative in everything and can’t see others’ love/affection for them. Loses their ‘purpose’ and drive, can’t find meaning in anything. Idealizes what they can’t have. Perpetual self-pity-party.
ENFP: Super excitable, overdoes everything. Cannot focus at all, and their own emotions/reactions are out of their control. Breaks down sobbing. Unwilling to actually move forward.
ISFP: Mull around in their own feelings, hates the world around them, because it’s failed them. Spiraling moodiness, “what ifs,” “should’ve done this,” but no one will ever see that. They themselves won’t admit it.
ESFP: Unusually critical, closed-minded, and overly concerned with matters of appearance over substance. Terrible sense of logic, yet argumentative all the same. Delves into the physical world in order to escape their mental one.
ISTJ: Scattered mind, unable to think coherently. Becomes judgmental and passive-aggressive. Super pessimistic, takes on a me vs. the world mentality.
ESTJ: Intensely prickly, will take offense at anything but prefers to strike first and strike hard. If you hit a nerve, they’ll cut you out of their lives (for the time being). Tries to act happy and in control, but actually really moody.
ISFJ: Withdrawn, tries to please everyone but is really passive-aggressive about it. Takes on a martyr complex. Refuses help while throwing a pity party because “no one cares about them.”
ESFJ: Seeks control of people and surroundings, bossy and irritable. Might manipulate others into feeling bad, too. Denies that they’re the problem.
INTP: Makes a lot of jokes about how things aren’t okay, but aggressively resists anyone’s sincere attention. Turns flat and emotionless, takes compartmentalizing to an unhealthy extreme.
ENTP: Scatterbrained, cannot focus. Swings between extremes of emotions, but makes a point to show a falsely sanguine face to people. Feels like they’re crumbling from the inside.
ISTP: Compulsive and reckless. Has a “screw this” attitude and pushes away actual problems. May or may not confide in people, but too down to take any advice.
ESTP: Use bravado and ‘self-confidence’ to mask their insecurities. Get a rush from attention, whether it’s positive or negative, and thus seek it out. Obsessive mentality, particularly concerning negative outcomes.
Female, Brunette, Ravenclaw | Geek, Engineer/Inventor Requested by anon, hope you like it! :)
i hope this meme isn’t dead yet lmao
If you get tired learn to rest, not to quit.
Banksy (via barbellsandfortitude)
Feeling Like Myself Again
Mental illness wrecks you. You feel like a shell of yourself, constantly in a daze. It’s terrifying when you think about it. In an effort to find myself again (er, maybe to create myself for the first time), I’m compiling a list of things I love, things that make me feel like me, things I know are no good for my mental health, and things that make me feel fake. This is an ever-evolving list, so stay tuned.
| Things I love |
1. Running—not fast, just simply putting one foot in front of the other. Occasional weightlifting.
2. Weddings. Check out my Pinterest board.
3. Planning, being organized, sticking to a schedule.
4. Traveling. Road trips, backpacking, hiking, camping. Taking flights, dressing the part, finding the perfect outfit to roam around a city in, gathering inspiration from people-watching, creating new goals based on lifestyles I see.
5. Hawaii. Literally everything about it. The relaxed vibes, the *mostly* constant sunshine, the waves, the vivid hues of the water. The food, the coffee, the adventure, the lifestyle. Oh, and it helps that there is a military base for every branch on Oahu ;).
6. Learning and problem solving. Reading nonfiction books about topics and people. Using the NT part of my personality (ENTJ). The feeling of accomplishment when I solve something challenging.
7. Nutrition. The science, the creativity, the recipes.
8. Eating clean. Little sugar, lots of fruit and nuts, whole grains.
9. Fandoms. Star Wars, Doctor Who, Harry Potter, etc.
10. Outer space. Complex theories. Technology. Fierce debates.
11. Concerts. Symposiums. Expos.
12. Shopping. Finding steals. Buying myself and others little treats just because.
13. Exploring cities—the neighborhoods, the shops, the bakeries/restaurants.
14. Daydreaming. Writing down ideas for businesses, inventions, my personal life, etc.
| Things that make me hollow |
1. Partying. I do enjoy hanging out with friends and playing competitive games, but drinking makes me sick. Being out till 2 am makes me sick. Pretending to be someone I’m not in order to fit in makes me sick.
2. Going to the gym every single day of the week and feeling worthless and disgusting if I don’t.
3. Hiding my more feminine side to blend in with the guys in my major/field of work.
4. Hiding my more daring, badass side to blend in with the girls in my sorority.
5. Not having a routine sleep schedule.
6. Excessive scrolling on Instagram. Comparing myself to other girls. Not embracing myself.
7. Putting far too much face value on how I look, the stretch marks I have, the shade of my skin, my frizzy hair, my red blotches or blemishes on my face, the fact that my thighs touch, the fact that I’m naturally curvier than most girls.
8. Being excessively spontaneous and never having a plan.
9. Drinking too much coffee. Like 3+ cups per day.
10. Hanging out with people I don’t enjoy just so I won’t be alone.
11. Being a “yes” girl. I cannot emphasize this enough. Say no. Take care of yourself. You don’t have to be in charge of everything or even part of everything. Do. Not. Spread. Yourself. Too. Thin.
12. Being lazy. Not kickstarting my day early.
Geometry Matters. But why?
The contribution of geometry to the evolution of human and natural sciences is a well established fact. Since the Greeks started to realize that the argument is more powerful when backed up by empirical evidence, rather than previous experience, all sciences started to benefit from an approach that had something new: a system of thought. And that system was based on definitions and axioms given by geometric laws. For example, Pythagoras defined reality with three basic principles, extracted from geometric knowledge:
1. Some propositions must be accepted as true without being demonstrated.
2. All other propositions of the system are derived from these.
3. Their derivation must be formal and independent from the subject at matter.
And since for Pythagoras the things are an imitation of the numbers, their definitions and axioms, will reflect the universe, provide intangible harmony and build visible beauty.
The improving of left-right brain connections.
Most activities engage only one hemisphere of the brain and its corresponding functions: the left for language, hearing, logic and mathematics; the right for spatial recognition, images and music processing, symbolism and so on. By requiring both analytical thinking and spatial visualization, geometry activates processes that engage both sides of the brain at the same time, in resolving a given task. When picturing a cube, for example, the brain is tasked with recognizing spatial properties of the cube (height, depth etc) while maintaining its overall shape (by calculating its angles or the length of its segments). This leads to an elevated number of connections between the brain hemispheres, having a long-term benefit in the overall critical thinking or imagination of the geometry user.
The continuous visual representation of truth.
Because of the early traditions and methods of orally sharing and debating knowledge, the first visual (geometrical) representations of mathematical concepts where being drawn by scribes, sometimes directly when hearing a particular information. This process was flawed, given that the person drawing did not posses geometric knowledge, thus leading to miss-interpretations and errors in the visual representation. In the early 300’s Euclid becomes aware of this error and begins drawing his own definitions and axioms, developing adjacent texts that can be understood by any mathematician or artist, for that matter.
And, with the introduction of the visual perspective by Leon Battista Alberti, the geometrical diagrams and laws became general accepted when depicting a mathematical truth or any given representation of reality.
Thus, geometry provides continuity in visual communication in general, and a context in which all individual things can be represented, calculated and later better understood.
The creation of visual reality.
The perception of the visual information and its abstract notions is connected to the perception of reality. As many others, Rudolph Arnheim shows how visual information is being formed by the perception of the new and by the memory of the old, showing a continuance in the cognitive process. And since all information has geometric properties when closely analyzed (height, weight, depth, curvature etc), geometry will be present in all aspects of the visual reality.
The perception of beauty and harmony in things.
If what is above is also below, geometry can be a mirror for these two dimensions. While symmetry defines what geometry is, geometric proportions and ratios define man’s perception of beauty and harmony. A harmonic state is associated with an element or an object having its inner components in perfect equilibrium.
Thus, nature is being perceived as beautiful and its creator, good. For example, the complex relation between symmetry and aesthetics is shown in how symmetry defines the perceived qualities of the human body and how these traits are a sign of good health or good genetic conditions.
Man uses beauty as an indicator of truth and while beauty is truth (Ian Stewart), symmetry, proportion and simplicity will define it.
While many of the elements of nature have an innate geometric structure - water, sound or even light - the more complex architecture of the perceived or the hidden dimensions of reality rely on very complex laws that have different types of shapes, boundaries, behaviors and interactions with the micro and the macro elements of the universe.
In analyzing these dimensions and interactions, many sciences rely on geometric studies and developments that generate universal accepted answers. For example, in his famous special relativity theory, Einstein describes the dimension of space-time by creating a coordinate system that fixes and standardizes measurements, in order to specify the relationship between a moving observer and the phenomenon or phenomena under observation.
The place of humans in space-time.
By placing man in the middle of all created things, human consciousness becomes a necessity of life. An antropocentric perspective explains why the universe has an age. Why the universe works at these exact parameters that an objective observer discovers. That we discover.
Thus, man connects himself to the main elements of the universe: the space-time and the fundamental laws of physics, geometric defined aspects of reality, that man can relate to, explore and evolve upon.
The geometric laws and ratios that nature confides in, are also bound to shape human existence. The human body, the human mind and their correspondent dimensions and proportions have geometric properties and attributes, similar to all other elements of nature.
The universal geometric code
The geometric code of information is inherent to nature, inherent to human consciousness and is present in all perceived and created forms, in the tangible and the intangible.
And maybe a reality built under the auspices of geometry is desirable, being a discipline developed with attention along several millennia and with which the greatest minds of history have created concepts, objects, religions and even the entire universe.
1 multiplies itself and creates 2. The paradigm of reality is the result of the conscious observation. If the system from which consciousness takes part is abstract, then reality is an abstraction of this, by reflecting itself and creating form.
2018 © Tib Roibu, Geometry Matters
The Houses as Programming Languages
Gryffindor: CSS
Ravenclaw: HTML
Hufflepuff: JavaScript
Slytherin: C#
My spirit animal.
When it comes to being gentle, start with yourself. Don’t get upset with your imperfections. Being disappointed by failure is understandable, but it shouldn’t turn into bitterness or spite directed at yourself.
St. Frances de Sales (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
An Intro
Hello, friends!
I initially planned for my first post to be an introduction to my life. However, something has changed the course of my fitness journey, a major part of my life, for the time being and, as such, has altered my mental health journey, too.
Here’s what’s up: I have mono. No biggie, really, except that means I can’t exercise like at all for at least one month. Also no biggie, right?
Well, it wouldn’t be except for the fact that I genuinely struggle when it comes to physical fitness. I’m a Type A and an ENTJ, which means I don’t know how to rest. Period. I go hard. I get results. I push myself to be the best. Consequentially, I’ve hit rock bottom several times, both mentally and physically. I’ve had eating disorders in the past and am currently getting over a binge eating disorder/unhealthy relationship with exercise. I also have issues with depression and anxiety, to put it lightly. Since I started college, I used exercise as a way to increase my self-worth---terrible, terrible idea. I tried to convince myself I was doing it to better myself, and to some extent, I was. Mostly, though, I started lifting because I wanted to show my dedication to the gym, to not be ashamed when parts of me jiggled a little when I walked, to not want to avoid social interaction for the fear of being called the “fat friend.” (Sidenote: I realize I’m not fat. I’m proud of my big thighs and big booty because I worked my ass on.)
But I digress.
The comparison game has been torturing me---stress weight, stomach ulcers, major depression, horrible anxiety... the list goes on. This mono hit at the right time, honestly. I seriously broke down when I realized I couldn’t work as hard in the gym as I’d like. See that? That self-worth-depends-only-on-gym-results BS? Yeah. That’s been killing me for years. And I’m sick of it.
Since I can’t lift weights, I’m completely adapting my fitness regimen and learning to love myself right now. In the grand scheme of things, no one gives a flying frick that I don’t look like a Gymshark model. So what if my exercise is walking thirty to forty-five minutes around downtown every other day? I might throw in a light bodyweight workout if I have the energy.
I’m learning to eat intuitively, despite the fact so many girls who lift swear by tracking macros. My history of eating disorders makes this so much harder than it should be (heck, I eat 85% paleo, even when it comes to desserts). But, you know what? I’m a quarter of the way through my life right now. I’m tired of being afraid of eating certain foods. I’m tired of not being able to go out with friends to eat because I don’t know the macros for the items on the menu.
I’m learning to eliminate everything that increases my tendencies to become depressed or anxious---that means following things on Instagram that motivate me to be healthy, not to look healthy. I’m going to start training for a half-marathon when I get better and use weight training to supplement that for strength.
In short, I’m learning to live. To not set such rigid standards for myself (as freaking difficult as it is). To not give a flying frick about what other people think of me. To not let food or the gym interrupt making memories with my friends. To realize my self worth lies in my talent, ambition, kindness, and humor.
Who would’ve thought a virus saved my life?
JUSTICE HAS BEEN SERVED
coffee + coding + space = my aesthetic on the daily
howdy
playlists for different moods
😰 stressed
soothing a stressful mind
pandoras box
when you’re stressed, depressed, or just mess
caalllmm down
locked in your room
active brain, tired body
sad & stressed
stressed and depressed
nothing can hurt you
stressed, depressed and not even well-dressed
😠 angry
i didn’t come to talk
you think i need you but i dont
teenage angst tones
ivy’s list
there will be no tenderness
cleanse me from thy idiocy
we are the children that fell from grace
😞 sad
mythology of the earth
love songs for those who feel unloved
sad
where do broken hearts go?
you’re not mine and i’m not yours
the love letter you never sent
there’s stardust in your veins..
i’m gone and you’re still there
you must be my once in a lifetime
just breathe
don’t pull me under to drown
you’re gone and i want you back
sad sleepy songs
soothing
😴 sleepy
to live is the rarest thing;
for those days
she has constellations written on her skin
and i waited all night for you to come, but you never did
sleep……
to the stars who i listen, and the dreams that are answered
the world is a book..
once upon a dream
i dream of far off lands
relaxed and in love
study/sleep
the sound of serenity
amazing classics;
breathe me in
rain makes most things better
time to hit the pillows
😛 energetic
this right here is my type of party
give everything or die trying
the ultimate kpop workout
yoga flow
the only exercise playlist you’ll ever need
sweat it out
may the bass be with you
instrumental caffeine
train hard (edm edition)
for your first and only time in the gym
don´t listen to this, because you have no guts
you can do it!
i can and i will
warrior tracks
😌 calm
breathe
sleep by rivers
the sound of serenity
for those days
just a light year from us
fragmentary self
a long misty road
01. relax
mythology of the earth
bedridden
in a sentimental mood
aim for the sky
aim for the sky | vol 2
wanderlust
calming sleep aid
chilling like a mrmaid vol. 1
chilling like a mrmaid vol. 2
la tristesse durera toujours
escape
misty mornings;
fall sunday mornings
soothing
wake up slowly
sunsets & long drives
with enough intensity
☺️ happy
the sun will rise like it always does
summer vibes
the tunes
indie feel good
let’s go to the beach
set my soul on fire
happy time machine
just be happy
undiscovered beauties
vibe 2 this
back to mine
it’s all a-okay
2016 vibey house music
summer of ‘17
come and walk on the wild side
sunny afternoon
wander on
summer cruises
darling, it’s your move
if you wanna stay
whistle while you work
wavy
running through the trees
🙃 study
cuddles and studies
smiling, studying on spring mornings
autumn leaves and warm tea
whatever happens tomorrow, we had today.
drown the noise
please study, you’re failing.
to live is the rarest thing;
study/sleep
i can smell the summer in the air
dreams
to the stars who i listen, and the dreams that are answered
sleep by rivers
to dust
spring serenity
i dream of far off lands
the love letter you never sent
coffeehouse
to the moon and back
with all my heart and soul
it’s time to study honey
for the reader, the writer and the dreamer
studio ghibli study playlist
study
amazing classics;
for those days
neon shadows
songs to enjoy fall to
a little insanity to do great dreams
crave you
II. thou shalt not procrastinate
some memories never leave your bones. like salt in the sea
the study piano mix
you set me on fire
piano
apple cider and clear night skies
Will code for coffee.
Anyone else wish that reading Javascript ALWAYS ended with free coffee? 😍 ☕️ 📸 Laura Medalia
Hi, do you know any resources to start learning coding, preferably for free? Ty!!
Hiya! ✨ Yeah, I’ll see what I can find! However! Online courses often have a build in a code editor. Don’t. Honestly, do not. Get a full software and install it, don’t be restricted to just an online code editor, even on a basic level. First of all decide what language you want to start learning. For complete beginners, I’d recommend Python or C.
💡 codeacademy (this I’ve tried myself and yep, it’s really well written and good for beginners; it doesn’t have many courses tho) 💡 programmr.com 💡 codeavengers💡 code.org💡 Bucky’s wonderful tutorials (these are amazing! I’ve only done the c++ ones, but they were really well explained and included stuff like installing a software as well!)
And now here are some “tools” to use while programming:
🔌 stackoverflow - biggest platform there is; you can ask them anything, but it’s probably been asked before so try looking on it at first🔌 cppreference.com - has all the information about c++ built in libraries, functions, variables and anything you’ll possibly need 🔌 python visualizer - helps you visualize code if you don’t have a compiler on your laptop - they also have other languages🔌 learnpython 🔌 python tutorial🔌 game development with pygame - do something FUN! It’s not that hard, just try it That’s about it! Hope this helps! x
Why did the integer drown?
It couldn’t float.
F/A-18C Hornet assigned to the Wildcats
MBTI types as space
INTJ:
ESTP:
INTP:
ESFJ:
INFP:
ENTP:
ENFJ:
ESTJ:
ENFP:
ISFP:
ISTJ:
ESFP:
INFJ:
ISFJ:
ENTJ:
ISTP:
You have to learn the rules of the game, and then you have to play better than everyone else.
Albert Einstein (via einsteintp)
What actually runs in the veins of the 16 types
ENTJ: The crushed souls of the defeated
INTJ: Ice
ENTP: Memes
INTP: Nothing. They don’t have veins. They’re robots.
ENFJ: Liquid gold
INFJ: Ambrosia
ENFP: Margarita mix
INFP: Tears
ESTJ: Caffeine
ISTJ: Blood, because that’s what’s supposed to be there
ESTP: Vodka
ISTP: Gasoline
ESFJ: Hot chocolate
ISFJ: Cookie butter
ESFP: Glitter
ISFP: Rain
brown eyes are stunning too - they are a secret until the sunlight falls onto them and then they turn into gold
