Soup Mealspø♡

Theres a girl that i met, and shes really cool. I worry that when we meet up irl, she'll think im fat and hideous. that is more horrifying than anything i can imagine. she likes all the music i do and shes so cool, and she likes the way i say her name and shes so kind. shes awesome, but im scared to meet up. ugh

i hope to feel as skinny as a csh song sounds :)

You won’t burn calories sitting down, so why don’t you just pace around or stretch? You don’t have to be sweating in order to stay active, anything is better than nothing.

KEEP THAT IN MIND. <3

so that every time they see me, i'm th1nn3r

how i l0st 10 lbs in a week!!

i st4rved myself...........

school makes me want to fucking kill myself i hate school fuck this stupid rubbish fuck fuck fuck fuck i dont get told i had a fucking assement and now i have my last day of my extention to finish it fuck fuck fuck im going to fucking kill myself i wish i never was fucking alive

one of my life goals is to have my dream body by the age of 18

I was drawing myself in tim burton style last night, i genuinely felt so upset by it cause it had me with insane proportions it was hard to keep drawing. I want to get worse some days and it sucks that im like this. my meal options keep getting smaller, and family discussions about my diet are becoming a weekly event. i cant wait to get out of here :(