Big boots tiny legs is my dream
Lost 10kg and don't even feel hungry anymore
Oh to have tiny wrists, thin arms, tiny legs, flat stomach, ribcage sticking out, collarbones showing, skinny fingers <3
being fat makes everything feel so wrong
i cant take a shower and feel clean, i cant sleep and feel relaxed, i cant go for a walk and feel refreshed
im tired of being disgusting
im embarrassed to be alive
The feeling of my stomach growling is so much better than feeling full.
Doesn't eat > weight stays the same > frustration > binges > drops 2kg
WHAT
Only light snacks after 7pm
Absolutely no food after 9pm
You're not hungry, you're bored
Drink spirits instead of beer, it makes you fat
No sugar allowed
No potatoes
No bread
If you crave it, chew it up and spit it out
Use a smaller plate
Who needs breakfast anyway?
Want some food? Go smoke a cig
Split what you're eating onto several plates, it will trick your brain and the people you live with will think that you're eating more than you actually are
Always eat in your room
“I am both worse and better than you thought.”
— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals Of Sylvia Plath
I've let go, I got so busy with life that I forgot what I was striving for. But now I will get back on track, I have more free time now, I will finally look how I used to, weigh what I used to.
CW:80
GW:55
The debate whether I should have breakfast to get me through classes or to keep on fasting.
22 | gw:55kg | 5'7 | She/her | recovered once, at it again | Don't report, just block
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