Being Fat Makes Everything Feel So Wrong

being fat makes everything feel so wrong

i cant take a shower and feel clean, i cant sleep and feel relaxed, i cant go for a walk and feel refreshed

im tired of being disgusting

im embarrassed to be alive

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takkholodna

8 months ago

Today I had two slices of a carrot.

sustinence

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takkholodna

10 months ago

Buying cute clothes that are too small for me just so that I have more motivation.

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takkholodna

10 months ago

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takkholodna

2 years ago

I hate that I recovered, I was so thin and lovely back then. I stopped being afraid of food and became overweight, I look so ugly. This time I will do better, I will become even thinner. People keep commenting how much bigger I am now and it's giving me the motivation to starve.

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takkholodna

2 years ago

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takkholodna

2 years ago

Big boots tiny legs is my dream

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takkholodna

10 months ago

The feeling of my stomach growling is so much better than feeling full.

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takkholodna

10 months ago

Tiny legs and big shoes <3

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takkholodna

10 months ago

I'm shivering, my head is spinning and I feel tired, food repulses me...

I feel better than ever.

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takkholodna

2 years ago

My personal rules:

Only light snacks after 7pm

Absolutely no food after 9pm

You're not hungry, you're bored

Drink spirits instead of beer, it makes you fat

No sugar allowed

No potatoes

No bread

If you crave it, chew it up and spit it out

Use a smaller plate

Who needs breakfast anyway?

Want some food? Go smoke a cig

Split what you're eating onto several plates, it will trick your brain and the people you live with will think that you're eating more than you actually are

Always eat in your room

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