takkholodna

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Lost 10kg and don't even feel hungry anymore

Doesn't eat > weight stays the same > frustration > binges > drops 2kg

WHAT

Parents: Have you eaten today?

Me: Yes (lying)

Today I had two slices of a carrot.

sustinence

Today's meals

Breakfast: black coffee 2cal

Lunch: Plain shirataki noodles 10cal, a pickle 7cal

Dinner: Sour pickle 7cal

Total: 26 calories.

Steps taken: 862 (Lazy day), burned 37 calories.

Someone said my face looks like a doll, now I just need my body to match.

Girl dinner <3

Thiñspø<3

The feeling of my stomach growling is so much better than feeling full.

Oh to have tiny wrists, thin arms, tiny legs, flat stomach, ribcage sticking out, collarbones showing, skinny fingers <3

Today I had a pickle and some broth

#skinny ✌️🤪

No, you won't lose 10 lbs over night

No, you won't notice changes right away

No, you won't go down two sizes in a day

No you won't become thin in just a few days

But you will eventually

One day you'll notice your pants won't stay up anymore

One day you'll shower and look down your body and your tummy will have shrunken

One day you'll see how promintent your collarbone has become

One day you'll put on a bra and notice your ribs are slightly showing on your chest

One day people will comment how slim you've become when they see you or hug you

I promise you it will happen

Just don't lose hope, don't lose motivation, don't lose your dream

You. Can. Fucking. Do. This.

I wish I could take a scalpel and cut it all off

Stepping on the scale over and over again, hoping that the number will somehow go down.

visible ribs>>>>>

please imma star(ve)!!! 😭⭐

Gym bros 🤝 ed girls

This is the same mentality as wanting to get kidnapped so you can starve and drop 20 lbs

I'm shivering, my head is spinning and I feel tired, food repulses me...

I feel better than ever.

I know I'm in deep shit when a 100 c@lls a day seems too much.

Buying cute clothes that are too small for me just so that I have more motivation.

Tiny legs and big shoes <3

I can't wait until I can lay on my side and my stomach fat won't spill over.

being fat makes everything feel so wrong

i cant take a shower and feel clean, i cant sleep and feel relaxed, i cant go for a walk and feel refreshed

im tired of being disgusting

im embarrassed to be alive

Little PSA to eat your goddam protein. It takes more energy to digest and is a must unless you wanna end up skinny fat.

“I am both worse and better than you thought.”

— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals Of Sylvia Plath

My holy grail: shirataki noodles.

Only 10 calories in 100 grams, fills you up and won't make you fat.

I've let go, I got so busy with life that I forgot what I was striving for. But now I will get back on track, I have more free time now, I will finally look how I used to, weigh what I used to.

CW:80

GW:55

I love how little I have to drink when I ⭐ve myself in order to get drunk, what a money saver

Have you ever tried the korean cucumber salad? A few days ago I've made it for the first time and I'm currently OBSESSED with it ^^ Today I wanted to at least try to make a proper meal out of it and personally I think it came out great! Here's the recipe:

100g of konjac noodles - 9kcal

127g of cucumber - 18kcal

0.5tsp of soy sauce - 2kcal

1tsp of Gochujang paste - 20kcal

2 cloves of garlic (minced) - 15kcal

0.5tsp of chili pepper powder - 0kcal

0.5tsp of vinegar - 0kcal

(TOTAL: 64 calories!!)

Cut up your cucumber, place it into a bowl, rub it with salt and put in the fridge for 30-60minutes. Then get the cucumber out of the fridge and rince it with water at least 3 times. In a seperate bowl, mix your soy sauce, garlic, chili, Gochujang, vinegar and a little bit of water(the original recipe asked for chili/sesame oil but I replaced it with water) in order to make the sauce. Prepare the noodles according to the package and add it to the cucumber, then pour in your sauce and mix well. Enjoy!!

(Just a reminder that you DO deserve to eat, you NEED to eat to survive and function properly, you are beautiful just the way you are and you don't need to change anything about you and your body <3 I know how dangerous eating disorders are and how they can ruin your body. I know how hard recovery can be, so please don't force yourself and take it one step at a time. Eating disorders are NOTHING to brag about and I'm not romantizing them in any way. I'm just posting simple recipes while learning how to cook. Please stay safe <333)

I'm trying to get thin here and the smell of my neighbors making potato pancakes has spread across my room, screw them fr