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Desperate for More

After my Valentines orgasm I awoke yesterday absolutely dripping wet and aching for attention. I couldn’t stop thinking about how good the orgasm had felt and the more I thought about it the more my pussy desperately wanted more. Sir smiled when he saw how wet and squirmy I was and told me he was happy his teasing method had worked so well. He told me I wasn’t allowed to touch which I whimpered and protested about but having him tell me no made me so aroused I couldn’t complain.

As seen as I couldn’t touch my own pussy I used my arousal energy and played with my gorgeous kitten and her pretty pussy. I love teasing her and hearing her whimper and beg like a good little girl. After an hour of teasing her and giving her edges she had to go get ready for work and I sent her off with a drippy pussy and wet panties. I did some work and then spent some time talking to @sodance who asked if I could help her with her edges. Sir knew what I was doing and told me I could edge with her and have as many as she had. She ended up having 4 edges and so did I. That simultaneously made me feel better and made me even needier.  

Later in the afternoon Sir was going out to work and as everyone else was out I would be home alone for the evening. He told me that whilst he was out I was allowed to touch but I was not allowed to touch my clit. I promised to be good for him and he headed out. I relaxed for a while and then decided to open some wine and have a bath. I had a nice long soak and when I got out I put my towel robe on and went and laid on my bed. I couldn’t help letting my robe slide open and touching my nipples. I spent a while stroking and pulling on my nipples which made my pussy throb and pulse so much as she begged for my fingers. Eventually I couldn’t resist any longer and used my favourite teasing technique. One finger either side of my clit rubbing up and down, being so close to her but not touching her makes her ache so badly and I love the feeling of desperation. 

I just laid there, drinking my wine, watching naughty videos and teasing myself. I was a squirmy desperate mess and so badly needed to touch my clit. I asked Sir I was allowed and begged and he said I was allowed but no edging until he got home. I gave my clit the attention she craved and trembled as she felt so good. By the time Sir got home I was so desperate to cum and I found myself begging him to let me. He leaned in close and told me to edge for him. After 15 edges and lots and lots of begging he told me I could cum for him but only after I got my countdown down to 400. He pulled out his tablet and opened my counter. He tapped a few times and showed me. The counter was at 500. He told me he had reset it to 500 and then asked me how many I had just done. I whimpered and told him 15. He took 15 off and showed me 485. He told me that in 85 edges I could have an orgasm but no more edging for today.

I spent the rest of the night squirming and enjoying the desperate throbbing from between my legs. I adore when Sir makes me work for my pleasure.

A dangerous idea my sir just had...

So I have been told to do this post and the number of notes within the next 3 days will be how many edges I have to do before I’m allowed to cum again. I’m totally sure it won't be too high haha...

helpless conditioning

It’s such a hot thing when you know you are being conditioned while feeling flustered and helpless... 

Sir has started conditioning responses for me to be a more good obedient pet in order to feel his tongue giving me pleasure. He’ll pause in the middle of it and wait for me to give him the response he wants before he will continue. I blush each time he waits and I’m even flustered now while writing. I get so embarrassed yet turned on by being in such a helpless state.

“I’m invisible.” [video]

The Screen Name of the Australian Accused Hypnotic Predator

is -TheWordsmith- (and variations). Here’s the original Fetlife writing about him - the accusation as I understand it is emotionally abusive, predatory acquisition of submissives, as well as other stuff. When I followed him on Fetlife, I got a long ranty message from him, which included this part:

the sole girl who complained about me was someone that he was interested in pursuing, is a known attention seeker with a long history of mental illness, and isessentially a jilted lover from several months ago, popping up to just on the MeToo Bandwagon.

I’ll leave that alone.

There’s a lot of red flags on his website, including a recommendation for the podcast of alt-right figure Jack Donovan, but this toxic nugget linked as The current Rules of my House would be enough to make him unwelcome at any North American event I’ve attended (or would attend):

Passion for Lifestyle - A slave will at all times express a deep and abiding disgust for the tenets of Feminism and Women’s Rights, and express that disgust vocally and loudly should the subject be raised. Men and good women are to be raised up and recognised as strong, dominant and guiding influences in the slave’s life.

This guy is organizing up a storm as far as hypnosis events in Melbourne, and  they probably have to work that out for themselves, but at least we can make him think twice about ever buying a plane ticket to a North American event.

Denied...

I have finished my 7 days of denial and am now being torotured with pleasure by sir. I dont know if he’s going to let me cum tonight. I am so aroused and feeling so very submissive.

A baroque masterpiece (via) 

Be quiet

It can be a simple stroke on the head or maybe his hand moves down your back which causes you purr and shiver in delight. His touch melts you into a submissive mess and you love it.

I ordered a blonde flat white from Starbucks while on my break and the barista must have been having a long day bc he goes “that would be my stripper name” and there was like five seconds of dead silence between us before he looked up realized he said that out loud

Edging like a good girl

So, you’ve decided to edge. That’s great! It’s the first step to turning all those pesky brains into pretty pink mush. But, just rubbing without cumming isn’t good enough. Here are some easy tips to take your edging to the next level ❤️

Stick your tongue out 👅 like a cute little puppy. This is a great way of just feeling dumber when you rub. It’s pathetic and desperate and best of all adorable. Don’t be afraid to drool too. Let all that spit dribble over those big fake tits. Good girls look best covered in their own mess.

Don’t break eye contact 👀 Stare into the screen and never break away. Become obsessed, transfixed. Lock your eyes onto your porn. Even when your giving your pussy a break, keep filling that mushy brain with cocks and tits. Forget where you are, who you are, what you’re even doing. All you care about is how good it feels to rub and how jiggly her tits look when she bounces on that yummy cock.

Use headphones 🎧 just like you don’t want to see anything but tits, pussy and cock, you don’t want to hear anything but moaning and begging. Noise cancelling headphones are perfect for this. Not only will the moans fill your head, sounding like you’re actually there, it blocks out all those pesky distractions. Don’t worry about being walked in on. They’ll probably just start jacking off to what a pathetic little bimbo you are.

Mumble whatever your thinking 🧠 You don’t want to just rub, encourage that silly little imagination. Say whatever thoughts come into your head. Listen as they devolve slowly from thoughts to words. Thinking to repeating. “I wanna play with her big tits” will become “Bouncy. Bouncy. Bouncy” In no time. This can be made even better with headphones because you can’t hear yourself speak, so you think about it less. This is one of the hardest changes but also the most effective. Don’t force it, just keep speaking and let it happen. Best of all you’re showing your daddy just how stupid you’ve become ❤️ he’ll be so proud.

Suck on something 💋A dildo is best but anything work, lollipop, icy-pole, even your fingers. Even better if you can make it taste yummy. You want to teach your brain to love sucking. Connect the pleasure in your pussy to the joy of sucking. Soon you won’t be able to rub without something in your mouth. It’ll feel odd and you’ll miss it. You’ll be forced to fill your mouth every time you touch your pussy. Soon after that, the feeling won’t go away. It’s not just when edging now. It’s always. Your mouth feels empty without something in it, you need to suck to be happy. Daddy always lets you suck doesn’t he?

Taste yourself 👄 fall in love with the taste of your own pussy. Don’t just do it to be cute, do it because you like it. You want to taste your pussy. You want to be wetter so there’s more pussy juice to shovel into that dumb little mouth. It makes you happy. You need to be wet to taste but tasting makes you wet. Keep going. Taste and taste until your pussy is soaking wet and your cheeks are smeared with your own wetness. Train your pussy. It wants to be wet. It needs to be wet.

Add chance 🎲 Don’t just rub as long as you want, let change decide for you. There are a ton of edging games out there but you can make your own. It’s a fun way of submitting. You lose so much power, flipping a coin or rolling a dice, praying to finally be free. It’s an adrenaline rush that adds so much more to the experience. But along with that, it will push you and your pussy further than you ever could. Sure you might thinking edging 20 times is impressive but when you roll snake eyes and have to face a 50 edge punishment, you’ll reach a whole new meaning of cum crazy. Let your daddy make the rules if he wants, he can even enforce them as he wishes.

You can pick and chose any of these options, find whichever ones you enjoy the most. But the best piece of advice I can give is always perform. Don’t just rub, pretend like you’re on camera. Revel in the feeling, moan, whine, beg. Don’t just rub passively, allow yourself to be consumed by it. Give in. Don’t think. But most of all, have fun ❤️

I submit...

Sir has told me to now say “I submit” now every time I want to say “I’m horny”. This is apparently because being horny is me submitting because obedience is pleasure and pleasure is obedience.

kitty cuddles

One Thing Led to Another

“Do you ever just like… think about destiny?” he asked his partner. They blinked back at him, momentarily stunned. The question was apropos of nothing in particular and seemed uncharacteristic of the man they knew. He wasn’t usually so… farcical. They absentmindedly smacked the soft surface before them.

“Destiny?” they repeated skeptically. He rolled his eyes as they lifted one eyebrow in his direction. He grabbed a handful of something, enjoying the sensation of it quivering beneath him.

“Come on, it’s not that corny, is it? I mean, think about everything that had to line up for us to end up, right here, right now, like this.” He gestured to the woman in front of them, currently naked and on all fours. His partner nodded thoughtfully, then reached down and tweaked one of her nipples, hard. She moaned a little and spasmed involuntarily.

“I guess you’re right,” they acknowledged. “I mean, if it wasn’t for that dude in the bar….” He nodded excitedly. The events leading up to their finding this new toy were fun, but the events following their return from the bar had been the real highlight. She was curious enough about the hypnosis themed decorations scattered around their apartment that it had been easy enough to convince her to go under. Once she was down, she’d given in to the pleasures so easily….

“So you do see!” He ran his fingers up the length of her dark hair and tightly gripped a handful by the base of her skull. He forced her head down onto the mattress and held it there as she gasped and whimpered.

“Don’t get carried away,” they said slowly, casually examining their fingernails. They hadn’t pierced the woman’s skin as they’d scratched down the length of her back and her thighs, but it never hurt to check. “But yeah, I see your point. I guess I just had other stuff on my mind.” They let a long moment pass with only a meaningful look between their partner and their new plaything. The woman whimpered again, face still forced onto the mattress.

“Please…” she whined, pathetic and desperate. The person at the head of the bed grabbed the woman firmly by the jaw as their partner released her hair. They pulled the woman’s face up until her huge brown eyes, watery and unfocused, were pointed toward their face.

“Shhhh, shhh, sh,” they insisted, pressing one finger against their lips. “Toys don’t speak until spoken to, remember?” She groaned softly, earning herself a firm slap on the cheek. “Say ‘thank you.’”

“Thank you,” she whispered breathlessly.

“Good girl,” the man said, sliding one hand toward the woman’s dripping cunt. “Let’s see if we can get you to do that again.…”

Couldn’t agree more <3 could definitely use some of those tonight.

My punishment

I pleasured myself without permission so I'm now on no touch for the rest of the night and tomorrow morning... Sir is now making me scroll through tumblr for 20 minutes.

Yes sir

“Please, Sir. An hour of porn a day when I’m on no touch is killing me.”

I can make it two hours.

“Sir, no, please.”

Why are you on no touch, slut?

“Because I came without your permission, Sir.”

And why do you need my permission?

“Because my orgasm doesn’t belong to me. It’s yours, Sir.”

That’s right. You stole an orgasm from me. There has to be a consequence for that or you’ll just end up cumming whenever you feel like it, like you used to, barely appreciating it. Is that what you want?

“No, Sir.”

Then you’re not to touch that cunt of mine until I decide you’re ready.

Female? Feeling wet, horny, submissive? Tell me about it.

Day 14 of my denial

It has been 2 weeks since my last orgasm. Sir has told me I'm not allowed to touch without his permission apart from my morning edges. I have 10 minutes each morning and can't go over. I feel so very submissive currently and easily aroused. This will definitely be the longest time I have done denial for as I still have 6 days to go.

Frustrated beginning to the year...

I have been on denial for almost two weeks now and was meant to have release today however sir wants me to wait two more days until he gets home. So very frustrated and resisting the urge to give bratty responses.

Attention followers

Sir said if I get 20 notes I might be allowed to have one more orgasm before the new year >> so you should totally add to the number of notes!