you can always be thinner, look better.
red hair was in march. green shorts are now :D i feel like i look weird as hell in it because im sort of leaning over but oh well. my legs look nice anyways.
Reminder that w/ an@ you can still eat tasty stuff:
Breakfast after 18h fast.
-Black coffee (2kcal)
-Rice Cake (28kcal)
-Egg whites omelette (1x17kcal)
-Pickles (11kcal)
TOTAL: 57kcal
why isn’t my f*cking laxative working?? 😭😭😭 i binged too much and i cannot puke. FUCK. MY. LIFE.
I feel like if I treat my ana like a weight loss journey more than a disorder, it could be a lot more easier, plus I wouldn’t torture myself because I ate a cookie or I binged. From now on, I’m going to have a good relationship with food inside my disorder. You may not call it ana but idc, this shi is torturing me. I’m still going to do OMAD and fast.
I’ve just seen a girl in my gym that has my goal body. I’m going to kms 😭😭😭
I’ve been maintaining for a really long time and I feel so bad about it, I feel like restricting is worse now than before for some reason. I’m starting rn.
Today I ate SOOO bad and I’ve gained weight, i’m not longer on my gw F***. I tried To purge but I couldn’t. Don’t get me wrong, I like an@ but I sometimes prefer to be more of a mi@ girl. 😮💨
she is so me
manifesting on my journal.
.🦢.
Diet Coke and cigs are the only things keeping me alive. ♡
I give up guys I'm staying fat 😔 (I'm still gonna feel guilty about eating though)
I've literally just bounced around the same 20 pounds for the last few years
💕please always get vitamins in whenever you can and eat low cal and high protein food whenever possible!!!💕
my omad was ice cream 😝
I always look skinnier laying down
have you ever taken pictures and think you look good and then it's like woah reality check 😓😓😓😓
I finally realized that I gain weight when I eat more than usual!!!!! yayyyyy (I'm joking I want to cut the fat right off of me)
Can't wait to lose weight 💕
y'all I'm literally so clever for thinking of that omg 😝
this is literally the most basic fit on earth but whatever 😓
also I don't actually have a thigh gap I'm just doing the thing where I lean forward lol
why does my face look so weird 😭
what are your ways to punish yourself when you binge or eat more than you want to? besides the basic starving,binging more lol, purging and stuff. like unconventional ways or something
I think about it so much when I eat more, it's all I think about for hours and I really wanna sh and stuff but I also like deprive myself of stuff I like too, just things I like to do.
I'm just curious what weird stuff other gorgeous but ed girls do
IT LOOKS DECIVINGLY LIKE I ALMOST HAVE A THIGH GAP BUT THEN WHEN I SIT DOWN THEY RUB TOGETHER AND ITS SO BADDDDDDD
yall i literally b!nged sooooo bad for the past week bc i had my period :///
but it gave me sm motivation so it's time to lock in ;)