Abdullah - Blog Posts
You can't go back and change the beginning, but you can start where you are and change the ending.
Light Always Wins.
Not every person you meet will understand your value, so never try to convince someone of your worth. It will never end well you will spend your precious energy trying to change the opinion of another person which is most often impossible.
Spend time with people who respect, value, and care for you and your life unconditionally.
If they don't see the value of having you, don't try to convince them.
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Life, like the seasons, is full of cycles. Just as trees shed their leaves in autumn but remain strong through winter, we too go through phases of loss, change, and renewal. Difficult moments don’t define us—they prepare us for growth.
No matter how much you feel like you’re losing, trust that better days are ahead, and like the tree, you will bloom again.
If you remember anything of me, after I leave this world, remember that I loved even when it was foolish.
That I cared even when it was unwanted.
When my body is gone, remember my heart.
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Once I realize I'm sharing you I'm done. I need a soulmate not a hotspot.
It's a different type of pain when you don't cry anymore, you just take a deep breathe and accept it.
"The world is asleep and we don't get enough of each other."
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You're not grown until you know how to communicate, apologize, be truthful and accept accountability without blaming someone else.
What happens when you don’t find that right person? Do you just spend the rest of your life in a relationship where the conversation isn’t great, everything isn’t perfect, but it’s nice and sweet?
Nothing hurts more than when the person who made you feel so special yesterday, makes you feel so unwanted today.
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A͜͡ s͜͡ t͜͡ o͜͡ r͜͡ y͜͡ d͜͡ o͜͡ e͜͡ s͜͡ n͜͡ 't͜͡ e͜͡ x͜͡ i͜͡ s͜͡ t͜͡ u͜͡ n͜͡ l͜͡ e͜͡ s͜͡ s͜͡ i͜͡ t͜͡ 's͜͡ T͜͡ o͜͡ l͜͡ d͜͡
Every man wishes he had a good woman, but what many don’t realize is that good women with good hearts come with real emotions. They feel deeply. They love hard. They are incredibly affectionate and passionate, pouring their whole soul into the people they care about.
Good women are fiercely loyal, but their soft hearts mean they can also be easily frustrated, upset, or emotional when things feel off. It’s not a weakness—it’s because they care so much.
Yes, they might have their moody moments, but one thing is certain: when a good woman loves you, she’ll give you a kind of love that’s rare and precious. It’s the kind of love you won’t find anywhere else. Treasure it.
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A͜͡ s͜͡ t͜͡ o͜͡ r͜͡ y͜͡ d͜͡ o͜͡ e͜͡ s͜͡ n͜͡ 't͜͡ e͜͡ x͜͡ i͜͡ s͜͡ t͜͡ u͜͡ n͜͡ l͜͡ e͜͡ s͜͡ s͜͡ i͜͡ t͜͡ 's͜͡ T͜͡ o͜͡ l͜͡ d͜͡ .
You may be doing all the right things but you're not seeing results. You keep asking the Almighty and you think it's all come to a standstill.
Don't give up.
Keep enduring, keep persevering. It's always darkest before dawn.
One day you will realize that the same person is not found twice in life.
Not everyone is replaceable.
Be careful who you hurt.
“Remember that the right person will never get tired of you even in the worst times..”
“If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to others then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself.”
Always say "my peace is more important" when you find yourself reacting to something that doesn't deserve your energy.
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There are moments in life when you are faced with decisions that feel impossible, where every choice seems to pull you in opposite directions. Often, one of these choices may involve letting go of something or someone you deeply care about, knowing that it will break your heart in the process. It can feel like an unbearable weight—like you’re choosing pain over comfort. Yet, within this heartache lies an unspoken truth: sometimes, the hardest choices are the ones that bring you the most peace. Letting go, though excruciating, can clear the path for healing, growth, and the space needed to breathe again. It may not be immediate, but peace often follows when we allow ourselves to step away from something or someone that no longer serves us.
It’s a bittersweet realization that peace isn't always the absence of pain, but rather the courage to embrace the discomfort of necessary change. It requires a kind of inner strength to make the choice that feels like it's unraveling your heart, yet trust that it is stitching back together something more aligned with who you are becoming. In the end, it’s not about avoiding hurt but about finding the freedom to live authentically and at peace with yourself. And though the road may be painful, it is through this heartache that we often find the clarity and resilience needed to step into a future where we are whole again.
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One of the hardest pills to swallow as an adult is that not everyone can afford to sacrifice.
Not everyone can drop everything all at once and go on a great venture towards the uncertain roads―just to feel something new or just to restart life. Some find it easy to risk because they still have something to return to. But what about the others? What about me? What I have now is all that I got. If I stumble, it’ll take me years to get back to my feet again.
All the steps I take are counted one by one, and I feel like I was always unlucky when it comes to finding my place in this world. I am a coward, but I am extra careful. I am hesitant, but I am always protective of what I have earned.
Maybe, making mistakes is a privilege. Everyone can move forward with questions left untouched in the morning, but for someone like me who doesn’t have lifelines, I fear the cruel answers and rejections that would come up with the sun.
All my life, I have been mending the damage of my wrong decisions. And so, I pray this time, that even if I am granted nothing else but just a mediocre life―let it be gentler. Safer. I hope I am content. I just don’t want the world to once again take me at an unfair advantage just because I don’t have enough support systems.
I have no other options but to be my own safety net.
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Having a good heart is a gift that many may overlook in today's fast-paced, competitive world. In the face of hardship or mistreatment, it can be tempting to let bitterness and cynicism take root. But the truth is, kindness and generosity are never wasted. When you extend love and empathy to others, you create a ripple effect that often comes back to you in ways you can’t always predict. Life has a way of rewarding those who stay true to their core values, even when it's difficult. A compassionate spirit is like a seed planted in fertile soil; it may take time, but the fruits of kindness eventually flourish in ways you might never expect.
Never regret being the person who shows kindness, even when it seems unreciprocated. That energy, that goodness, will circle back to you in ways that go far beyond what you can imagine. Whether it's through meaningful connections, unexpected opportunities, or the simple joy of knowing you've made a positive difference in someone's life, the universe has a way of multiplying your good deeds. So continue to walk with an open heart, knowing that every act of kindness is an investment in a future full of rewards—sometimes in the most surprising and beautiful forms.
— Abdullah
You deserve a love that isn’t wrapped in uncertainty, a love that doesn’t leave you wondering if your worth is seen, or if you even matter in the grand scheme of things. Maybe you’re in a relationship, but do you truly feel the comfort of it? Are you constantly questioning whether you’ve received the assurances you need to feel secure, or have you simply settled for the idea of being with someone because it feels easier than facing the unknown? Love shouldn’t make you second-guess yourself, but sometimes we find ourselves stuck in a cycle of convincing ourselves it’s enough, even when it’s not.
When was the last time you asked yourself if you’re staying because you truly love that person, or because you’ve become so entangled in the years and memories together that it’s hard to imagine life without them? It’s difficult to walk away from something you’ve invested so much time in, but deep down, do you feel valued? Do you feel like you matter to them, not just in moments of convenience, but consistently, every single day? You deserve a love that makes you feel seen and heard, not a love that leaves you questioning your place in their heart.
You deserve a love that isn’t shy, a love that is proud to claim you no matter the fear or uncertainty. It’s not about perfection; it’s about authenticity. A love where they have the courage to show the world who you are to them, not in private, but in the open. You deserve someone who will stand tall, unafraid, and shout your name from the rooftops because they are proud of you and the life you share. You deserve a love that is sure, steady, and unwavering—not one that leaves you guessing.
— Abdullah
Sometimes, the people who come into our lives aren't meant to stay forever, but to teach us a valuable lesson. They serve a purpose that may be difficult to understand at first, but once the lesson is learned, their presence becomes clear. Whether it’s showing us the importance of boundaries, helping us realize our own strength, or teaching us how to let go, these individuals shape us in ways we couldn’t have predicted. They enter our lives for a season, offer insight, and then move on, leaving behind the wisdom we needed to grow. Their role isn’t to stay but to help us evolve, and that's all they were ever meant to do.
It’s easy to hold onto people, thinking they should remain in our lives longer than they are meant to, but when we let go of that expectation, we make room for new growth. Some people are only passing through, their purpose fulfilled once they've shown us something we needed to understand. While their departure might be painful or confusing, it’s important to remember that not all relationships are meant for forever. What matters is the lesson they taught us and how we carry that forward. Not everyone is meant to stay, but the ones who leave with a lesson are often the ones who change us the most.
— Abdullah
My silence means I am tired of fighting and now there is nothing left to fight for.
My silence means I am tired of explaining my feelings to you, but now I don't have the energy to explain them anymore.
My silence means I have adapted to the changes in my life and I don't want to complain.
My silence means I am on a self healing process and I am trying to forget everything I ever wanted from you.
My silence means I am just trying to move on gracefully with all my dignity.
Life has a way of moving forward, whether we are ready for it or not. It doesn’t pause when we're struggling, waiting for us to feel strong or whole again. The challenges, the setbacks, the heartaches—they all keep coming, relentless and uninvited. And while it’s natural to feel overwhelmed in those moments, the reality is that life doesn’t wait for us to be okay. The world continues, and if we want to keep moving with it, we have to find the strength to stand up, even when our knees feel weak, and keep moving forward, one step at a time.
When everything feels heavy, sometimes the best thing you can do is pause for a moment, breathe, and then take action. Pray, reflect, and recharge—whatever you need to ground yourself—but don’t let that be the place you stay. The journey ahead may not be easy, but staying stagnant will only prolong the discomfort. Push forward, even in the uncertainty. Life will never be on pause, so you must continue, grow stronger, and embrace the process. It’s through these moments of resilience that we learn the true power of persistence and the beauty of our own strength.
I hope you find someone who will understand your past traumas and give you constant reassurance that you're now trusting the right person. I hope you find someone who understand that you are not perfect but will never make you feel not enough. I hope you find a kind-hearted person. Someone who will speak kind words to you and will always respect you no matter what the situation is. I hope you find someone who knows exactly how to treat you right. Someone who will love you genuinely and will care for you like he's afraid to lose you.
I hope you find someone who can love you selflessly because not every one can love that way. Not every one is willing to sacrifice everything he has just to see you happy and not every one is willing to love you with everything he has. I hope you find a love that allows you to be happy and to be at peace because you deserve it after how many times of settling for less than what you deserve. And most importantly, I hope you find someone who will never give up on you and will never treat you poorly.
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