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40 Reasons why I'm starving

1. To feel pretty 2. To have defined collarbones 3. To prove people wrong 4. To be something more 5. To have thinner legs 6. To have a flat stomach 7. To be petite 8. To look like a supermodel 9. To appear like porcelain 10. To be somebody’s thinspiration 11. Because I feel guilty every time I eat 12. To have self-control 13. Because I want to be graceful 14. Because I want to be the skinny friend 15. To have cheek bones 16. To be pretty 17. To have a thigh gap 18. To have sharp hipbones 19. To prove myself wrong 20. To let the lies I told become truth 21. Because I don’t want jiggling fat 22. Because I want tiny wrists 23. Because I’ve been fat for too long 24. To feel confident about my body 25. To be a size 00 26. To look stunning in pictures 27. To have thin arms 28. To be able to count each of my ribs 29. To be wanted 30. To turn heads when I walk 31. To make my parents proud 32. To stop feeling jealous of other girls 33. To be excited for wearing a bikini 34. To look cute and dainty 35. To have beautiful bones 36. Because looking in the mirror hurts more than starving 37. To be tiny 38. To be loved 39. To be happy 40. To be PERFECT

Fuck it

When I want to do water fasting why this shit day always ends with binge? I need to cook everyday for family, and I just cant pass it without eating.i am not hungry but when I see food all i want is eat this shit full of calories and i have crazy shugar cravings. Help me!save me from fucking fat myself!

I want thigh gap, colar bones,hip bones,rib bones and for this I need to stop eating😢I need to do it!

I just need someone okey? Someone to be my ana friend,to support me,to give tips for me

After 3 days of binge eating i just stand front of the mirror naked...

What I see? Fat,fat,fat,fat,fat,fat,fat!

When I wanted thigh gap,colar bones, flat stomack,hip bones,rib bones I keep eating like a piece of shit!

I need to control myself, when I see food I just can't stop eating, it is soo difficult but I need it! I need to lose weigh, I need to be skinny, I will die, I will die like this, I can't wear skirts,shorts,dresses,bikini. When I am going to family vacation I just sit at the sand and covering myself,staring at beautiful skinny girls, when I am at shpping in dressing room I am just sitting and crying, cause I can't fit in my favorite things😭

I will starve for whole june! I will starve soo hard, I will work soo hard!

Till my thighs don't touch!

Till i see my colar bones!

Till i have slim face

Slim hands

Skinny legs

Flat stomach

I can see my rib bones without sucking my stomach...

Can we became friends? Please...I need ana friends,to love,to support to be inspiration for each other...

Skinny hack- ❤️Ana’s friendship bracelet❤️ Tie a ribbon or something around ur wrist tightly so when your wrists get smaller then the ribbon will slip off

I am tired, tired of binge eating, starving😭

i need to be thin for the summer

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Reblog if you feel fat today🐷🐽

stomach: h u n g r y

me: tHiRsTy??? :)))

stomach: bitCh i nEed foOd

me: water** haha, stupid autocorrect

stomach: FOOD H U N G R Y

me: W A T E R YAAAY WATER :))))

You: you need to eat at least 1200 calories a day to survive

Me, an intellectual: 0 calories is more than enough

I will vomit now🤢 hadn't ate something for 10 day, I was realy hungry,I just ate whole plate full with spagetti cheese and tomato. I feel realy sick 😷

I will starve myself so hard !

weight loss affirmations

✨ I will lose 50 pounds by the end of 2018

✨ The ends will justify my means

✨ Losing weight is simple and easy 

✨ I love the feeling of cold water running into an empty stomach 

✨ Hunger is positive reinforcement 

✨ There is a sense of purity that comes with feeling hungry 

✨ Exercise is cleansing

✨ Your body is your temple and you need to take care of it. You are cleansing it. Sweeping the cobwebs out of the corners, reducing the clutter in certain areas, simplifying and cleaning. 

✨ Fasting is the most truthful form of discipline

✨ I am doing this for myself and for myself alone 

✨ I will eat in smaller portions 

✨ I seldom exceed my calorie limit 

✨ I am always in a calorie deficit 

✨ My fat cells are consistently shrinking 

✨ I am losing weight and shedding pounds every day 

✨ This is easy and simple

✨ I am on the road to finding the body I can love 

✨ I am feeding my body good foods 

✨ My body is flourishing because I eat wholesome and natural foods 

✨ My ultimate goals weight is attainable 

✨ No one can stop me 

✨ When I make mistakes, I forgive myself and keep looking forward

✨It is never too late. This is always a journey. 

✨ I love eating healthy and wholesome foods in moderate proportions

✨ I scorn unhealthy and fattening foods not because they “make me fat” but because they damage my temple 

✨ I love to move my body 

✨ I am kind and willing to do favors for people 

✨ I am active and I am energetic 

✨ I am always mindful of my body and my hunger levels

My goals for this year🦑

Lose 15-kg before 4 july🦑

Lose 10 kg in July🦑

Lose 10 kg in August🦑

Lose 5 kg in September🦑

I want to be soo skinny, I want to feel my every single bone when I touch my body💫

I will post some updates with my pics

I will start water fasting tomorrow💧wish me luck💫

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P.s my name is Amy and I am 15 years old, broken suicidal alone girl with insomnia and Ed.