Nocalorie - Blog Posts
After 3 days of binge eating i just stand front of the mirror naked...
What I see? Fat,fat,fat,fat,fat,fat,fat!
When I wanted thigh gap,colar bones, flat stomack,hip bones,rib bones I keep eating like a piece of shit!
I need to control myself, when I see food I just can't stop eating, it is soo difficult but I need it! I need to lose weigh, I need to be skinny, I will die, I will die like this, I can't wear skirts,shorts,dresses,bikini. When I am going to family vacation I just sit at the sand and covering myself,staring at beautiful skinny girls, when I am at shpping in dressing room I am just sitting and crying, cause I can't fit in my favorite things😭
I will starve for whole june! I will starve soo hard, I will work soo hard!
Till my thighs don't touch!
Till i see my colar bones!
Till i have slim face
Slim hands
Skinny legs
Flat stomach
I can see my rib bones without sucking my stomach...
