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god i look like shit

body check btw but it’s not really skinny enough to need a tw!😜

i gained ten pounds and broke up with my boyfriend

Now i’m like the soul sucking extremely depressed and hopeless mentally ill instead of the manic 🌈💕🌸 mentally ill where i felt good but knew it was bad

which one is best

god i want to die

my boyfriend is gonna break up with me and i gained five pounds bc of halloween

my boyfriend keeps on talking about how much he wants another girl

why can't I be the type of girl that forgets to eat when stressed instead of eating too much

also which picture is better

I want to die

REPOST THIS SO PEOPLE SEE PLEASE OR ADD MORE WEIRD PEOPLE THAT YOU KNOW ABOUT

IF THIS BASTARD TRIES TO TALK TO YOU PLEASE DONT LET HIM HES LIKE ONE OF THOSE WEIRD "COACHES/DOMS"

let's be mentally unstable without creepy mens interference please 💕

I give up guys I'm staying fat 😔 (I'm still gonna feel guilty about eating though)

I've literally just bounced around the same 20 pounds for the last few years

💕please always get vitamins in whenever you can and eat low cal and high protein food whenever possible!!!💕

"A skirt should be the size of a belt" 😝

I'm gonna try to do specific workouts for a thigh gap I'll tell you how it goes😆

bodycheck

I can like almost fit both of my hands around my thighs lol like a 2 inch gap 😝 unfortunately I do not have a thigh gap 😔😔😔😔

my stomach sticks out now it never did before idk what to do about it

I'm gonna KMS I GOT A BANANA SPLIT AND ITS 1030 CALORIES 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

ITS TOO LATE TO THROW IT UPPPPPP WTFFFFFF

my omad was ice cream 😝

I always look skinnier laying down

I miss when my ribs showed 😔😔😔😔😔

I keep on trying to get my mom to be okay with me (TRYING TO) model and shes like no it's such a toxic place it promotes eds and they'll want you to lose weight and show your ribs and I'm just like....I'm actually wanting that already

LIKE MY POST TO GET SKINNIER OR SOMETHING ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️this is the only form of social media where I show my face 😭 so I'm not too worried about people finding me I love my severely triggering communities though 😝💕

idk why I'm posting this tbh

I hate the fact that I naturally have a wide rib cage 🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁 No matter how much weight I lose or how skinny I get I won't have the super tiny waist and the slim upper body ☹️☹️☹️

lightning makes it always look different lol

it looks like I'm fat but I have abs 😭

BODYCHECKKKKK 😝😝😝😝

I actually love the first pic omg💕

let's just say my stomach looks like that cuz I ate a lot tonight 😝

also my pants are actually so unflattering there's literally no way to look good in them

Got my period. Binged. Purged. Cried.

have you ever taken pictures and think you look good and then it's like woah reality check 😓😓😓😓

I finally realized that I gain weight when I eat more than usual!!!!! yayyyyy (I'm joking I want to cut the fat right off of me)

I hate when my stomach sticks out a little because I'm girl and I have a uterus 🤬🤬🤬🤬

I just did the second pics because I LOVE THIS SHIRT SM IT MAKES ME LOOK THINNER 😝😝😝😝

tw bodycheck at the bottom (I look kinda fat bruh 🙁)

the urge to slit my wrists is insane ngl but I kinda wanna make one of these my pfp which one should I do??? I hate vertical pics so much they make my face look so long 😭

random outfits 😝 tw for talking about Ed stuff under it tho

that is a actual wedding dress lol

I need to find better places to take pictures omg

I had the best vacation but I can't wait to eat less again 😭😭 it's so weird to eat 3 meals a day

does anyone else just want to purge? I just really want to at random times and it's really hard not to 😕

Can't wait to lose weight 💕

y'all I'm literally so clever for thinking of that omg 😝

this is literally the most basic fit on earth but whatever 😓

also I don't actually have a thigh gap I'm just doing the thing where I lean forward lol

why does my face look so weird 😭

what are your ways to punish yourself when you binge or eat more than you want to? besides the basic starving,binging more lol, purging and stuff. like unconventional ways or something

I think about it so much when I eat more, it's all I think about for hours and I really wanna sh and stuff but I also like deprive myself of stuff I like too, just things I like to do.

I'm just curious what weird stuff other gorgeous but ed girls do

i hate how different my thighs look when I sit down vs standing up

IT LOOKS DECIVINGLY LIKE I ALMOST HAVE A THIGH GAP BUT THEN WHEN I SIT DOWN THEY RUB TOGETHER AND ITS SO BADDDDDDD

I wish I was thinspo worthy lol

i would die for the pretty aesthetic pics (I tried when I looked good and I sucked lol)

🙁🙁🙁

I like genuinely am so bad at taking pictures even when I look cute

btw I gained weight so my thighs belly (AND BUTT THO) got bigger lol

YALL IF YOU WANT TO BE TRIGGERED GO WAYCH ONCE UPON A TIME IN HOLLYWOOD OMFG

there's some hippies in it and they are all like so so pretty AND thin omg I just like to look at thinspo pictures I think they're just so nice but they just give me a vague feeling of want BUT THIS MOVIE MOTIVATED ME LIKE HELL 😭😭😭😭

idk why the pose is weird but like the outfits are bomb in the movie too

Does anyone else feel just so bad about wasting some people's money on food that they can't do anything about it, like I have to eat it all and it has to stay down because I just can't id feel too guilty

or does that get better once I level up in anorexia

i wanna purge so badly

i want to starve until I can't walk right and see stars

I want to eat everything that I can, maybe even just one bite of everything that I can reach until I want to throw up

I want to throw it all up once I'm done and then redo it

I want to be sickly ghostly hauntingly pretty

guys help I'm getting fat😭

thiso I'm at my aunt's and uncle's house for two weeks and I just finished my first week. it's only me and them there and we eat a lot all together. The thing is we're actually eating super healthy but it's STILL too much food for me and I feel my stomach getting fatter 😓😓😓. idk what to do because we're active too. I think I'll just try my very best to starve when I get back home 😕

fit/bodycheck lol

honestly it's pretty fun to do this but EHAT IS IT WITH MY KNEES WTH THEY ACTUALLY LOOK FAT 😭😭😭

idk should I do fit checks regularly???

i look so bad tan 😭 also kinda bodycheck sorta

how the hell can I figure out a good angle for pictures omg

I wanna be able to see my ribs again so bad but I dont wanna lose my boobs or butt so im scarsd of losing more weight 🙁