Crush - Blog Posts
con el desinterés yo no puedo.
All that I could not say
The dense fog
And your first sight
Almost a yard in my right
I stumbled against you
Just kneeling down
You gave me your hand
And my heart gone band.
Inside the class
I was just in for you
That was the day
When I found
Others say
I lost my way.
In every movie
I have assumed you
My partner
I made cards for you
Never dared to give you
You were always with me
When I was roaming around the school ground.
I have written those three magical words for you.
And one day I dare put my letter inside your bag.
And next day
I was called in principal office.
I couldn't figure out
What I have done
I saw your father with that paper
She asked did you write it
I accepted and
Got canes on my both hands.
Said sorry
Came back to class and your smiling face was enough.
I keep noticing your smile,
Walk, the way you talk and your style
I remained in conversation with you
Volumes can be written on those silent conversation between me and you
That was even without you.
Very soon we passed out from school
My friends teased me and said you were biggest fool.
Why you wrote your name on letter?
I said then for what else I wrote the letter.
Still I have goosebumps
While writing all these.
I don't know what was that...
It was nice .....
Rapturous Obsession
I can’t get you
Out of my mind.
You barge through every boundary
That I ever defined.
You occupy every room vacant
In every corner of my senses
In broad daylight there are illusions..
Could you not generate these pretenses?
You blur my sight
With crystal clear delusions
My reality does fumble
When you strengthen your visions.
Pleasantly you present
Your devilishly sweet smile
Then you linger and wander in my thoughts
For more than ‘a while.’
If only you weren’t a dream
And were truly near me.
If only you weren’t a fantasy
And were my blissful reality.
Mirage
Ok, I’m a little crushed
Marcy thoughts! 💖💚💙
A comfort fanart
OMG DABI HAD A CRUSH ON SHIGARAKI, AND CONFESSED. Shigaraki said no though so Spinaraki is still going strong even after their fight
I probably should have taken a picture of his confession dialog. He said something like “Your eyes sparkle more than the ocean”
Puppy has a crush, and it worsens every time I see her. She cooked me lamb roast and drank wine with me. I've literally been wined and dined. She said that kissing is weirdly intimate to her as well as holding hands, and she held my hand and kissed my cheeks and neck. We talked for hours, and she even paused one of her favorite movies to talk and tease me. My brain is fried. This girl is way too pretty for me. She likes holding me, and her lips are soft. I want her to hurt me, I want her to crush my windpipe. I want to feel that softness melt away into base desire, but I also long for that softness. I want to take it slow and steady and go at a more relaxed pace than I'm used to. Idk what I want, except her tbh.
I've never done anything with anyone aged 19 as of now - not even a kiss - and I'm totally fine with that. It just rubs me the wrong way if people think you're a failure if you didn't do it before you're 20.
My older sibling once wondered whether my brother and I - both younger - were asexual because we've never dated anyone. Like - stfu. Leave us be lmao. We just wanna focus on our own little happy goals and interests.
Especially since they stated that they'd think of it as weird if someone had no children once they are 30 or married or whatever. Lol.
Especially since personally, I have trust issues and body image issues and I wouldn't just want to fuck or be in a relationship for the sake of it? Imma take my lifetime if need be - better to do it when you're comfortable and ready.
It’s been said before but we really need to normalise the idea of not having been in a relationship / having sex / dating before your 20’s because it is literallyyyy so young and it absolutely doesn’t make anyone weird for not having had that experience before so I don’t understand why we get off shaming people for something so common
why do pangolins always look like they're about to sheepishly ask their crush out on a date
god it's 4am, but you know when you're about to give up on something and you give one last shot and it turns out pretty good? well yeah :)
i love and hate having a crush, idk why my heart feels heavy. like im not that good at speaking to people irl but i'm crazy over text, but with him i'm so nervous i can't even do that? its a different kind of torture - and then the few times everything goes well though i'm super happy but then also scared to death of saying something wrong so i pretend to fall asleep or be busy or something like that. it's weird how i feel like i'm barely hanging on to composure and he's nonchalant and uncaring
why do crushes exist? Why are they so painful. Why do i yearn knowing what i want it out of reach. why must my heart cry for him when his heart clearly cries for another. Why must it affect me so? Why must there be a sinking feeling every time i greet him. I know i can’t have him, i know i never will, yet like a dog rejected by its owner i come back. I beg at his feet, plead with him to like me, to see me. And yet he is blind. Man is blind.
Lui: *Si avvicina con circospezione*
Io: *Lo guardo*
Lui: Vabbè che ti piaccio ma manco a guardarmi così.
Io: *Ironicamente* E che non lo sai? Sei l'amore della mia vita.
Lui: anche con meno ironia eh.
Io: Sei l'amore della mia vita.
Lui: Anche tu.
-Conversazione di oggi tra me e crush (se non fosse fidanzato ci avrei quasi creduto...)
when you know that the first wlw relationship will end badly and your heart will be broken but you really think she's the one so you wait until after that first relationship to try to date her because it's not like she liked you back then anyway
Obsession Update #3
A friend (crush? NO...)
Taylor Swift
boygenius
if i were a fish
poetry
dickinson
style choices
converse shoes
texting lol
reading
writing
posters
staplers (like stapling paper with fancy staplers)
hoodies
jumpsuits
hanging stuff on my walls
Obsession Update #2
My crush
The good place
Anne Hathaway
poetry
boygenius
New York City (I don't know why)
Checking my email...
You ever get told by a mutual friend who doesn't know who you crush is that your crush used to like you but now knows someone else and then your crush actually confirms that and you feel like you completely missed your chance but they still keep acting really involved with you and like they still might have a crush on you so there are way too many mixed messages and you are soo confused? Yeah it's fun. :)
How did I go through preschool, elementary, and middle school, and never have a single crush that whole time, and then a month after starting freshman year, I suddenly have a gosh dang massive crush on a boy I've already known for 2 years?
Also help we made eye contact offstage during play practice and I broke it off 😭
Rick took me out on a date yesterday, he took a photo of us at the bar! Thought I’d post the photo he took, even though I don’t look good with my hair down..
Ah, Rick is still passed out from drinking so much yesterday.. He looks really cute.. Might post a photo of him..
This is what I've been working on for a week... I am so not motivated to finish this. I think I'll just draw it in a different style, but this way takes way too long. I'm not fast so this was excruciating, so... yeah.
don't you love it when you accidentally fall for one of your closest guy friends, who also happens to be the first guy you've liked in over five years, and you spent the past two months thinking you had a chance w him and for the past year and a half people betting on when you guys would start dating and then you finally tell your parents about him and for the first time in your life they love and approve of the person you like and literally on the same day you find out he's actually been dating your friend for the past few months and no one ever told you and then after that you find out he's liked you since he met you but he thought you were lesbian this whole time so he never even bothered with you bc he's a respectful man who would never cross boundaries and then one of your mutual friends tells you that if you asked him out first he would've chosen you over your friend? bc i totally sure do :/
