Disordered Eating Thoughts - Blog Posts
I love being hungry and not doing anything about it.
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I need to lose weight, I'm getting fat. Like what do you mean a bmi of about 21?!?!
Guys I over ate as shit today. I ate over 500 kcal more than my max, which is 1000 kcal. I need to stop treating myself with food. I need to earn food, yes, but it's not a reward. It's a necessity which you need to earn. Enough to survive, no more.
I do need to say those chocolate eggs are so good though, I'm addicted. And why the fuck er the fuck is bread, meat and my dam coffee so high kcal why? And fruit too like why? My life is a lie.
Send me meanspo or questions please, I'm bored, need inspiration and it's fun. Requests are open too.
And pro for me not for thee
And don't report me, just block
You're not doing anything you're just irritating as fuck
That rhymes, and was the only reason why I said fuck in that sentence.
1298 kcal today. I really don't know what to say. I'm tired all the time, I don't know what to do with my life. I've got a lot to do, but I can't even do some of those. I enjoy life as well, if only I was different. If only my life would be different. But it isn't I have to life with that. I sometimes have sudden motivations for things, and other times I'm depleted of energy. My bike rides to and from school have been getting harder and harder. As is getting up and down the stairs.
I don't get why though, as I haven't been losing weight I think. So I don't know. Maybe some shit has finally caught up with me. I've been looking up against some things, like almost scared even. I've been sort of betrayed by now exfriends. Which I should have seen coming, we were to different. I can't really hate them though, I'm surprised I even have friends lol.
And sorry for the rant, but also kinda not sorry. I hope yall didn't read this shit if you weren't interested.
My birthday is almost though, so that's fun. Does anyone have an idea about what I should ask for my birthday?
Or does anyone have any other questions, or have any meanspo to share? Please send them.
Guys 1434 kcal today. I feel like a massive blob of fat. Like 1000 kcal is my limit, which still is a lot. So how hard can it be? I did take some fotos. Feel free to send meanspo to this fatass.
And remember: I'm pro for me, not for thee
Don't report, just block. You're not helping if you do, I'll just find another way.
Guys I'm far over my limit today. My limit is 1000 calories, which still is a lot. I ate around 1500 calories today. I just couldn't stop eating, I have no self discipline. Please send meanspo, I need it.
People and aliens, how do you stay disciplined? Like I know that I can do it, but I, at the moment, do not have the discipline.
Do you beings have any tips for a fat feeling being?
I need help. Like I can't really hide not eating at home, do yall have any tips for that? But my main question is, how do I feel better about throwing food away? I can't waste food, I feel terrible when I do it. I have multiple reasons, but do you people and aliens have any tips on how to deal better with it?
Why does bread have to be so high kcal? Why does any food I like have to eat be so high kcal? I'm ate around 1191 kcal today, which is over my limit ugh. Oh and why does my favorite coffee have to be 90 kcal a cup? Like why?
Guys I'm feeling the definition of fat right now. Like I can't stop eating. I don't know what to do.
I don't really have pictures right now, but I don't have muscles I only have fat. I need to gaslight myself into eating less or better nothing. I'm going to search up meanspo now.
Pls send roast me in the comments, I need it.