Mom told me I am getting super skinny 🥰🥰
Weekends with family is always much harder than just normal weekdays because my mom likes to keep tab if I ate or not and she ususally wants us to eat together, which is fine because it was an OMAD day anyways.
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➁ Hell energy (ginger & lemon) - 117.5 ≈ 118 cal
➀ Sweet bun burger - approx. 524 cal
➀ Pickwick green tea (strawberry & lemon grass) - 0 cal
➀ Green apple (side to the burger) - 82 cal
Water - 2.4l/2l
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Steps - 7190/10000 - 288 cal
Exercise - No - 0 cal
Since September wasn't my month I decided that in october i would track all my intake and everything else here.
I did fail myself and today on top of that I ate like a pig because I was consume with this hunger. So many unnecessary calories, so many things I don't even like and yet I still ate it.
I could cry, but I'm no bitch. Sure I failed and I have these silly little downs and thoughts that just push me to eat, I know in the end it will be okay. I just need to be better and forgive myself when I slip.
Therefore, october will be my month.
How can I trigger the honeymoon phase again😭😭
I wanna tear every fat part off of my body.
Why am I like this? I know I need to lose and I just binge and eat all the sweet things even though I literally don't like sugary sweet things...
I need to loose 5kg in 10 days or I will feel like I failed myself yippee!!
My best friend told me the lowest I should go is 55kg. I am still planning on going until i reach 45kg.
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♡ Via/Anonyma
♡ 20 years old
♡ 5'4 - 165 cm
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₊˚⊹♡ hw: 187 lbs - 85 kg
₊˚⊹♡ 1st gw: 165 lbs - 75 kg - REACHED on OCT. 5
₊˚⊹♡ 2nd gw: 154 lbs - 70 kg - REACHED on DEC. 6
₊˚⊹♡ 3rd gw: 143 lbs - 65 kg
₊˚⊹♡ 4th gw: 132 lbs - 60 kg
₊˚⊹♡ 5th gw: 121 lbs - 55 kg
₊˚⊹♡ 6th gw: 110 lbs - 50 kg
₊˚⊹♡ ugw: 100 lbs - 45 kg
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I play games like resident evil, dmc, metal gear, but I also like watching anime and cartoons.
Looking for moots and friends to interact with! ₊ ⊹