I'm Sad - Blog Posts
I used to listen to songs when chatting with friends, sometimes the songs are on repeat and then I start associating those songs with them. Everytime the songs come on, I naturally think about them and the conversations we've had. And then one day, he left. I listened to a variety of songs from plenty of my playlists that I started losing my mind when each one came on. I deleted them all, even the ones I've loved as much as him. It was better this way, because when the songs come on and he's not there, I don't know what to do with all the useless tunes, words and melodies that rise within me. What do I do with all the love and songs left inside of me that once used to belong to us?
© Raina Rose.
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I know nobody cares and I'm not doing this for fun or something like that. I did something wrong to my best friend, I forgot to say some important things to her related to education. I swear I didn't do it knowingly . I said sorry and she said everything was fine and stuff. But now we don't talk like before, not texting at all. I tried to talk with her but she replied in one word or two. I don't know what to do anymore so I posted funnny things in my story and I rarely put any post in my story but whenever I did that she always replied. I tried that to see if she will reply or not. I posted in my story for 3 days continuously she watched them but never replied. This is the end right. I'm so easy as a person to be left behind and people always did that to me. But every time I moved on. But now, I'm thinking should I even try to make friends anymore. Because what's the point ?! I'm always replaceable.
no one
it doesn't matter how hard I'm trying to pretend that everything is okay.
it doesn't matter how sad I am and I've been all these years
it doesn't matter if I cry or if I destroy my body
it doesn't matter
because no one seems to notice
are they blind? are they ignoring me?
i know I'm not important but anyways I was at last expecting a kind of hero.
do I have to scream? because I'm already aphonic
and tired
of crying
of feeling more than lonely
of my mind
especially for this dark shitty awful pleace that we call mind.
of me
so I'm sorry if I give up
it's not your fault.
it's mine
all mine.
because I don't see the world the same you as you see it
i only see black and white
more black than white
more darkness
in this emptiness
in me.
I just want to stop overthinking every second of my life about this
about how useless I am
about all my defects
about things I can't do
about things I've done
about things I should have done
about things I should do but I know I'm not going to.
so that it, basically
my existence is nothing
just because I'm nothing.
Ima upside down traffic come in a world of police barricades
Me, bitch
I'm not feeling it today I'm very hurt and had no other outlet
