Tw: abuse
Just survived a couple hours with my abuser while casually chitchatting around family. I need to run away.
They sure don’t.
(—I’ll do a happy version of this later, since it’s two sides of one coin. ;) )
via weheartit
Realized today that I jsut genuinely do not remember the majority of my childhood (…only stuff I remember is trauma tbh)
Most of the happy shit that I know happened was what I’ve been told happened
Do I have any recollection of that??? Noooo
Someone said happiness will come to me but when? Am i the only one who believes that good things must come into my life in a stipulated time, otherwise it’s like trying to feed someone who’s already full?
And my ptsd driven brain just reaffirms this idea, a timely positive prescence is more important than anything else
(via "Embracing all the inner parts" Magnet for Sale by Queueka)