⭐️rving - Blog Posts

day sixteen

ive always wanted to lose weight, and i got really depressed for my first few years of secondary school and got really chubby and i think thats when i properly started skipping meals and exercising more

having a breakdown why is my face so fat and round i hate it

day fifteen- halfway through!

anyway, im not vegan or vegetarian, and i probably wouldn't consider being one as i do enjoy eating meat

day fourteen

35kg, but id be happy at 40kg tbh

its a metab day, not a binge, i repeat to myself as i shake back and forth in my padded white room

day thirteen

considering im on 3d tumblr, im definitely not losing in a healthy way. i just try not to eat anything or do omad, with one metab day a week and i chug water and go on walks

ok but the best motivation to lose weight for me is when i put on my 3d playlist and meander meaninglessly around fields whilst being overcome by feelings of crippling self hatred

how the flip do yall fast for more than 20 hours im here dying at 19 hours and already thinking of food :/

raging bc the fuck do u mean i havent eaten anything today and went on a long ass walk and im the same weight as i was yesterday trapped at 50kg rn whyyy

day twelve

i normally eat a smaller portion of whatever my mum cooks, so alot of asian food and rice. i also eat frozen grapes alot and i drink an ungodly amount of green juices and coke zero

a bit about me

hi, im R and i post stuff about my 3d and $h problems, please dont report me, this is literally the only place i can talk about my issues unfortunately.

i yap under the tag cherry vanilla tea 🍒 so if i ever get T worded ill post under that

backup account is @cherry-lisbon-girl

my wl tiktok account is cherry.angelic

my twitter/x account is _stars_are_cool

age: minor

pronouns: she/her

fandoms im in: maurauders, 911, criminal minds, hunger games

sw: 57.6kg

cw: 47.3kg

gw: 45kg

ugw: 40kg

me after telling myself im clean from $h just to get an 3d

me bc i dont eat the whole day but binge the whole night

day eleven

i dont really have a favorite thinsp0 blog, as i mainly find mine on pinterest but i love alternative thinsp0 and pink thinsp0

some alternative thinsp0 for yall 🖤

all from 📌

day ten

pastries and homemade food. i loved eating danishes and croissants, but now all i see is calories and homemade food doesnt have nutritional labels or serving portions, so its too risky

can i have more diets? where i can search them???

i found most of mine on tumblr, if you search dietspo or ana diets, youll find some 💕 i dont have anymore saved, but u should be able to find some!

day nine

yes, i always got small comments about my weight from friends and family plus im asian and the weight standards are very harsh. ive never been overweight, but not eating gives me control and im so sick of being average in everything

the silence after you binge <<

day eight

i dont really have one, but i try and hit 10,000 steps each day, plus i do quite a few sport clubs at school

day 7

my parents dont know im actively trying to lose weight, but they have noticed ive lost weight recently and my mum says i look slimmer which im taking as a win

stats today 💕

breakfast

--

lunch

--

dinner

3 hashbrowns

snacks

half a protein bar

calories eaten

722

calories burned

196

722-196=526

day six

yes, and its mainly cus im a junkorexic. i dont eat that much, but when i do its typically high in calories so its really easy for me to go over my calorie deficit unfortunately 💕

diets to try in new year! im going to try the hello kitty one in jan, but when my body is more used to not eating ill try skeleton 💕

everyone in my life is so talented and passionate that i have to compensate for my uselessness with not eating

day five

im losing weight because ive always been insecure of my body, and ive always felt massive. im broad and short, and i look so masculine i hate it. being skinny would make me feel better and honestly would make me feel more "valid" about having an 3d

i am not surviving christmas season tell me why i had 900 cal0ries today. fasting when all my family leave but thats not till after new years

day four

honestly a weird concern but i like my chest and i want to lose weight every where but there ngl 😭

having an 3d and being curvy is so hard bc the features i get the most attention on are what i wanna lose

day 3

these are my two favorite thinsp0s, i love the first girls hair and how beautiful her body is, and i like the second girls skin and how its so pale