Sh Cvt - Blog Posts
okay so my man wants me to stop cvvtting BUT IT TVRNS HIM 0N SO WHY WOULD I STOPPPP UGHHHH IM HAVING A DILEMMA
i was tryna cvt and my dad knocked on my door asking if we can talk cause we just had a really big fight. i hate getting interrupted istg
this is a little reveal i guess?? not necessarily a face reveal since you can’t see it but you get the idea <3
plz don’t be meannnn
do you got that dawg in you
i do got that dawg in me 🐺🐺🐺
update, i went with my parents and my father lied saying i’m lazy and it’s because of my phone that i don’t go AND said i ran away which is also a lie (he kicked me out) like mf that’s not true. but i have court ordered therapy because they hate me and are trying to take away my personality but when it was over when i was leaving the place my mom pulled me aside to talk abt smth and i started bawling my eyes out because he wasn’t believing me and was believing my father and basically just told me to and i quote “get your ass to school” like mfff
why are you going to court tomorrow (here because your post)
i have to go to court for truancy, i never go to school 😭
oopsiessss
PLEASE ASK ME QUESTIONS OR IM GONNA CRY
i love hitting styr0 multiple times in the same sesh
YALL I GOT T WORDED!!! MY LAST ACCOUNT WAS @trynabeproana
@pxppyboycy @someonezqt1 @styro--boy @fleshcollector @styrofoam-slic3r
IM SO SORRY YALL BUT IM BACK
i gained ten pounds and broke up with my boyfriend
Now i’m like the soul sucking extremely depressed and hopeless mentally ill instead of the manic 🌈💕🌸 mentally ill where i felt good but knew it was bad
my boyfriend keeps on talking about how much he wants another girl
why can't I be the type of girl that forgets to eat when stressed instead of eating too much
also which picture is better
I want to die
REPOST THIS SO PEOPLE SEE PLEASE OR ADD MORE WEIRD PEOPLE THAT YOU KNOW ABOUT
IF THIS BASTARD TRIES TO TALK TO YOU PLEASE DONT LET HIM HES LIKE ONE OF THOSE WEIRD "COACHES/DOMS"
let's be mentally unstable without creepy mens interference please 💕
when you were planning to go nintendo 64 mode and end it all with prozac Or a knife but your parents hid the knifes and you don't have enough prozac and all you have is a safety pin and pencil
me after watching two middle aged men make a shrimp gun becuase a shrimp gun is better than sh
I relapsed, idk why I'm posting this, just needed to say it somewhere ig
Edit: I feel awful, like a piece of shit, ughhhh
The anxiety I get when I remember I might not have hid my blades properly
Me when my blades are dull so to keep myself sane I have to look at shblr until I can get some new ones 😔💔
Im posting these to close to each other 😭
More make-up and sfw training!!!
(Bc living rn is making me wanna go...uhm...do some reaalllyyyy hard and deep...make-up...)
Tw: realistic blood and cuts :3👍
Im js a rlly good make-up artist, it's all fake and for my classes >////<
I think I got baaabbyyy styro??? Idk tho, I dont wanna hype myself up cause yikes :P
me core after downing the whole box of chips cause i was a lil sad🤤🤤
Like ??? Is thattt styro?? Or js a deeper cat scratch :P I think I'm being dramatic I'm gna jump.
Anyway :P here's all of my leg🤤🤤 I like fucking 10 sliced in that big bleeding one (the moot who got sent the video can vouch for me ~)
OMGGG MY MOTHER DID THAT, SHE TOOK AWAY ALL THE BANDAIDS AND THE CLEANING SPRAY💀💀💀 Critical thinking just left her i guess :P
I hate when people take away bandaids when they find out about your self harm, like how does that help???? The whole point of trying to get someone to stop self harming is that it isn’t safe, and since taking bandaids away isn’t stopping them that just makes everything even more unsafe. Some ppl are dumb
UHMMM ???? I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS BAD TO CUT WITH RUSTY BLADES LMAAOOO
(I've never had a tetanus shot, am I fucked ??)
i hate it when mental illness doesn't just make me a silly person who cuts and is chill about it or whatever but also an actual deppressed loser who stays home alone all day and cries >:(
If and when I get some new blades, I wanna add my dearests name and then I want to try some patterns :D
I've seen people do hearts and stars AND a hello kitty thing. I LOVVE HELLO KITTTYYY !!! But I don't think I have that much control (or patience) to carve a whole Hello Kitty face (and Cinamarolls my favorite, so I'd prefer to do him tbh :P)
Sooo ya !!!! When I get some blades, I might do some hearts and show them o(〃＾▽＾〃)o
(ill sob if I don't get some blades soon istg)
born to be a wrist cutter, forced to be a thigh cutter 💔
Being so depressed you can’t even cut yourself <<<
When scars and marks start to form >>>>>
Me when my blades are dull so to keep myself sane I have to look at shblr until I can get some new ones 😔💔
Intro :P
-> ☆ Name: M (or anything, give me a name and I'll use it :3)
-> ☆ Age: In between 14-17
-> ☆ Pronouns, sexuality: He/him/ + neopronouns that I'm too scared to share >.<). Bisexual, possibly demi-romantic
-> ☆ Likes: Bungo Stray Dogs, Needy Streamer Overload, Suicide Boy, Sanrio, Sonic, Death Note, Flowers, The rain, cutting
-> ☆ Dislikes: Most people, yelling, animals, eating, when my blades are dull
DNI: I don't think I mind to much who interacts, as long as people don't dm me :P I'm very paranoid about getting weird stuff ＞︿＜ I think anyone under 12 shouldn't be on Tumblr or social media. So, no DNI, I'll just block if I want :P
I'll post things about self h4rm, 3ating disorders, su!cide, or just any of my depressing thoughts or opinions. I'm also a Jirai >:3 So if I act different sometimes, I should be back to normal soon enough :]
I haven't been diagnosed with anything, but I'm semi in the process of getting diagnosed with Autism and SAD (social anxiety disorder). I have asked my therapist if I could have BPD, and he said my symptoms can eventually evolve into BPD :P Trynna get help for it, but idk if its working :/
ANYWAY
Enjoy this blog ^^
10 days sober off klonopin and sh and all i wanna fucking do is relapse !! is it even fucking worth it to keep this up !! all i fuckin want is someone to talk to and be actual friends with but i guess that's impossible !!
why am i even bothering with sobriety and cleanness at this point. all i wanna do is be high and forget how fucking miserable im gonna be for the rest of my life. just for a few hours. but i cAnT because tHinGs WoNt EvEr gEt BeTtEr iF yOuRe uSiNg. who the fuck cares if it gets better at this point? it obviously fucking won't. i'm trapped in this fucking disgusting body forever. the least i can do for myself is make myself happy for a little while.