Stress - Blog Posts
anyone else shit their guts out when they get nervous or am i insane
The amount of stress I would live with daily if this was my bed would be astronomical.
GOOD MORNING LIFE 🌲🌴🌿☀️
was in class on zoom. we were put into groups and in breakout rooms and had to discuss a list of questions about stress.
kid 1: What are some causes of stress that you think you all have in common?
kid 2: probably a lot of homework
kid 1: i think school stresses everyone out
kid 2: i agree
kid 1: yeah
me: same
(Student) Author: *Have many things to do like reviews, reports, essays, lectures, quizzes, exams, and so on.*
Brain: 'Hey look, an inspiration!'
(Student) Author: *Immediately start writting forgetting everything else. Later almost regretted it due to so much work load.*
Brain: ✨STRESS✨
It's the end of the quarter and I'm so stressed about all of my late work and my grades that I started crying when a guy dropped his pizza at lunch today. And then when he picked it up and continued eating it I cried even harder. @the-moss-ball
Walking.
What is a pause?
We don't know that. We only know movement.
This is pretty and interesting.
Look at it. Appreciate it.
I will scream at you untill you do.
Give it to me!
Look
See
I want it
Attention!
There ist food you'll eat.
When does it end?
I don't want to see anymore I don't want to hear anymore I don't want to see anymore I don't want to…
Go, we have to
Move
Now, sleep. We won't let you rest. It's loud and scary.
It repeats again. All the same. The same all over
Me : *stress in an unhealthy amount over every little thing*
Random person : just relax :)
Me: oH mY gOd I nEvEr ThOuGhT oF tHaT
The moment when you're reading the drinks menu and the waiter's coming right at your table and you skip half of ingredients of the drinks and you get all stressed and have to read that shit again and you look up and he is still walking towards you and you stare at the fucking menu like "go away, i'm not ready yet" and you still haven't chosen anything and then he/she stands before you, stares you directly into the eyes and you say the first thing that's on your mind, the waiter smiles at you and says "coming right up" and you're sitting there like "I didn't even want that drink"
How school's been. (Vent, ish)
You don't care, and nobody has to read it. I just really need to let it out and writing might help with it!
Because I'm really stressed right now- And, well, a lot has happened.
So for starters:
I've been harrased, not sexually, of course. I don't really know how to categorize it.
I'm not saying any names, I'll just call my harraser A, that's what his name starts with. He goes in my class, and he just can't take anything seriously. It's like he hates me, he says he doesn't, but his actions speak enough.
A doesn't make a big deal of his actions, he has his friends (which are every boy in our class) so I have nobody that sticks up for me! Not even my Bestie.
Only the teachers, but they barely realize.
I have to make it clear to them.
Usually, he talks in class, annoys me, by pushing me, trying to bend my finger.
But, one Friday, he was on me extra much.
It started the second period, technology, we were working on something I can't remember.
He was sitting behind me, even though he didn't originally sit behind me. He just moved to sit closer to his friend, a boy I went to the same class as in 6th grade. A was throwing rubber pieces at me.
Even though the teacher told him to stop- he didn't- A never listened to anyone, not even his friends.
But then before mathematics, the period before PE, the last period.
He was on me a lot. He pushed me, and just didn't leave me alone.
It was too much.
I'm sensitive, so I started crying, and have to walk away, I had mathematics with my Spanish teacher that day.
And recently, he harrased me again on Snapchat. But I'll talk about that last time.
59/100 days of productivity: I am not doing interesting things recently. I try to prepare my entrance examination (I don't know how to explain : the exam for engineering school admittance) This is my French revision because it is a bit aesthetic next to what I do recently. Through I am feeling really nervous, there are so much thing to know (and only a little I actually know). It's exactly in a week and I can't sleep well : I spend my days working and I suppose that's not even sufficient. I have an oral exam for a school in May : I'm happy about it, I mean my report (I don't know if it is the right words) might interest them if they want to see me, though I also don't know at all what they will ask : it's 3hours long ! I already can't wait the end of it. Also we go in holiday with my class after the exam which will be really cool I guess.
This is so silly:3This is so silly:3This is so silly:3
Il rasoio fa male, il fiume è troppo basso, l'acido è bestiale, la droga dà il collasso, la corda si spezza, la pistola è proibita, il gas puzza, allora Viva la vita.
hey you.
if ur feeling stressed out
check out my Lloyd roundabout.
i know you wanna drive there
don’t lie
Lloyd knows.
disclaimer all roads lead to trauma
Mood.
*covered in blood & in visible distress* i just need to write a list
IN CLASS ESSAYS
tip for all y'all who stress out over an in class essay. here is how to make your life alot easier.
1.) make sure you completely understand what the question is. it doesn't help if you are writing something that is irrelevant
2.) RESEARCH. i cannot stress this enough. find that evidence and make sure to copy that link onto your work cited page!
3.) THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT!!! as a way of preventing a meltdown in class, i try to write the essay the night before or at least try to form a guidelines.
alright now go conquer that essay like the king/queen you know you are
Has anyone ever prepared so much for a something like a group project. Then went early the day of. Only for you to need to use the bathroom urgently minutes before the thing actually starts. You know you'll be in the bathroom for a while. You can already imagine the professor thinking you didn't care about it. Cause that sucks.
STRUGGLE
actually this is real yellow is a bliss/happier and until became they might can be darkness or something.
Hiatus
As ssome of you guys might have noticed, I am not posting as frequently as I was (not that I'm posting that much anyways) but like exams are coming up and stress and self doubt are eating at me so like I'm a be gone to study my little poor Chinese heart out so my parents won't beat me to death /j
Until 4 October hehehehehe. I shall emerge again from the ashes. MY OWN ASHES
3:19 AM What’s around me is sleep. What’s within me are thoughts dancing on songs I hate to hear.
3:20 AM now And I’m done with this prose— or to put it right, I’m done with this observation.
Compiling Mirthday feels like walking through a forest of thoughts, deciding which trees to let grow and which to prune. This book is my heart in prose and poetry—a map of solitude’s hidden trails. SOLITUDE AND LONELINESS, TIME AND CHANGE, INDETITY AND EXPECTATIONS, THE ABSURDITY OF LIFE, MENTAL HEALTH AND SOCIETY EXPECTATIONS all loom in atleast all the pieces i have so far collected .
feel free to be a part of this experience here and its free mate.
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Myself is crippling me,
myself is a critic that always it has to find a negative thing to say about me.
Myself is fear and the purpose of me has always been to overcome it.
art by @kmcvisuals
