Trust Yourself - Blog Posts
You are not imagining it. If something feels off, it probably is. Doubt is part of the pattern. So is denial.
If you think you're being sexually harassed...
you're
probably
right
We are home.
No, we are not all in the same house
the same city
No, we don’t all go home to peace
but we are home.
Words cannot abandon us
Hope cannot fade so long as we keep
Holding
On
so
Hold
On
Home isn’t always where the heart is
Sometimes
All it is
is a pen
paper
poems
But it doesn’t matter
Home is what you make it even when you’re not
making it so
take a deep breath
Look around you.
No matter where you are now
One day, I promise you:
We will be home.
— y.c.
Dear self,
Snap the FUCK out of it.STOP. literally searching for a reason to be upset. Remind yourself of your blessings , you have everything you need. Change your perspective
Love,
Me
Ps. I love you
I don't think I could ever hate my life. I can hate days, hate people, hate things, hate situations (absolutely hate situations) but never myself or my life because deep down I know that I still deserve better and that I'm gonna get better, everything's gonna get better even though everything is falling apart rn, even though I'm just trying to numb everything through addictions.
Medical attention
About medical attention and being the first to believe to yourself.
Some of us form into ppl pleasers due to certain circumstances. Sometimes it is even hard to tell what do you feel if nobody believes you you feel this way. Than, if unfortunately you become ill, if nobody believes you... You might accidentally believe them instead of yourself. But our body is wise, and it gives emotional and physical signals to our brain with a reason! No one is living this life from your first day to your last day, in your shoes, in your skin - except YOU. You have the widest perspective on your life story. Only you live and feel the consequences of believing them and abandoning yourself. And it is not your fault, it is all you have known till that moment. Please forgive yourself, because... At any moment you have the choice to be the first human being on earth to believe you, to be by your side. I don't know if it would help, but I am alread believing you. Everything you have gone through, any emotion and sensation you have - it all makes perfect sense to me, it is important, it deserves to be seen and respected. So if you don't get the right medical attention, please don't stop searching for better options. Even if you need to pause for such long period of time to regain trust, to save money if possible... The moment you can, please keep moving forward, because YOU deserve to find those kind compassionate allies in life - who will care, who will listen, who will help without making you smaller than the equal human being you are. Because your essence is awsome and you deserve to get the help you need ❤️
