Alone In The Dark - Blog Posts
I want you to leave me alone in the darkness where nobody makes a sound
but I'm afraid of the loneliness the silence can be so fucking loud..
If you have to pay attention to every word, you don't belong there... !!! 🦅
Michael Jackson
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Oh, how badly I want to curse you for everything you’ve done to me. But I can’t… You were supposed to be someone who protected me and covered my ears and eyes from the evil in the world. Instead, you were my nightmares. I still cry myself to sleep. All my memories of you are clouded, dark, grey, and hazy, yet it feels like it happened yesterday. I hate you, but I so badly want to love you. It kills me to know that I'll never have that with you. I honestly believe you hated me ever since I was a child. I feel pathetic. I've just spent the whole night crying. I never know when to let go. A couple of months ago, I broke down crying in front of you while you sat there emotionless, and it looked honestly like you were forcing yourself to cry. Crocodile tears. You never fail to make it about you. I told you I almost ended myself, and you acted like I was telling a joke. You never deserved me. You never loved me.
Hopeless romantic girlies ✨
Could you try colourpick the lesbian flag from the cover of "Alone in the Dark" for the PS2 please
Sure thing! Here you go!
Lesbian Flag Colorpicked From the “Alone In The Dark” Cover (PS2)
“Do what you can, but nothing will take your pain away when you realize you're not truly loved by anyone.”
- edgar allan poe
What if I never forget you?
what if, all my life,
when I meet someone new,
I can never fall for them
because they aren’t you?
ANON
You asked,
What is the scariest part?
I answer;
the scariest part is not the feeling of loneliness
or the darkness that fills you
despite the looming pain
of emptiness
The scariest part
is the realization
that you have lost yourself
completely
sinking in as you lay awake
At 2am
because you lost the ability to sleep
and you can’t even cry
because you don’t even care.
A.D.H
Lately I’ve been finding myself drowning my sorrows In alcohol.
I promised myself to not find any other substance to become numb.
I lied to myself.
I crave for it now.
What’s sober?
I can’t get enough of it.
Those around me say to voice my problems to them but in the end, I am still misunderstood.
So I will stay in this shell of mine.
And accept my journey to cease to exist.
This is my own fate.
