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Note to self:

work fucking harder. suffer in silence and let your success do the talking

July 24th, 2017

Okay you guys, this is it. I’m getting back on the wagon. I miss waking up every morning excited to be down another pound (or even two!). I miss looking down at my feet and seeing my flat stomach. I miss the feeling of my clothes fitting better. I miss feeling pretty.

I’m going to go back to eating 1200 cals (or less) every day, and hopefully by October I’ll be back to my LW of 138 lbs. I really want to do this right.

I’m also really sad that I stopped restricting in the first place. While I understand that I needed to eat properly to perform well on my finals, I wish I had just upped my intake to maintenance or something instead of going all out and binging every day. (I did get really good grades though, so at least there’s that…)

Note to self: if you feel like you can’t stand it anymore, DON’T JUST LET EVERYTHING GO. Don’t throw away all the progress you made. Just up your calorie intake a little and be a little looser with yourself. You’ll be thankful that you didn’t stop.

Could I pleaaaase get a meanspo? Even tho I did so good today I just ate nachos. I feel so bad.

Sure love ♡

Nachos? Ew. That’s just so gross. Fat and carbs and fat fat fat. I’m horrified. You almost did well, then you royally fucked up. Your blood pressure is going to fucking explode and you’ll die a fat fuck. Don’t eat like that ever again. It’s so bad for you and sets you back from your goals by a week or more. Go look at yourself and pinch your belly fat. That’s where those nachos are going. Stop yourself from doing that ever again.

gay thinspo because i’m feeling super gay rn oop