☆mY F4v3 TH1n5p0!!☆

reasons why i want to be sk1nny:

- i won’t be the ugly fat friend anymore

- guys (and girls) will like me, not my friends

- i can hug people without being scared of them feeling my stomach

- wearing cropped tops

- wearing tight, body forming dresses and clothing

- being looked at and asked if i want something to eat out of concern

- being cold on 30° celsius days

- someone can carry me

- being picked for a lead in a musical

- my school uniform fitting properly

- thigh gap 🤩🤩

- being able to fit both my hands around my leg without having to stretch

- shopping at op shops and being able to wear everything there

- looking like the characters i so often read about in my books

- walking through the house and not making a sound

- rings fitting my fingers

- baggy clothing looking actually good 🥹🥹

ur daughter is not fine she’s on ed tumblr in 2022.

I’ve been wayyy overcomplicating my diet so I may just simplify it to just having tea for lunch and whatever my family have for dinner

Like, this system worked for me in my honeymoon phase, and tbh it’s too hard to keep track of my plan when I eat during the day

Anyway! I think I’ll start to track a food diary and stats here too. Hopefully I’ll be on here more when I can use my laptop!!!

Weight - 58.1 😵‍💫

Fast - 18:02

Steps - 1762 👎

LUNCH

- Black Tea w/ milk (9 cal)

DINNER

- 3 x Mexican chicken tortilla wraps (~612 cal)

EXCESS

- Earl Grey Tea w/ milk (7 cal)

- Mint gum (26 cal)

TOTAL // ~654 cals

Bit embarrassed about how much I ate at dinner, but I guess thats why I’m posting here for accountability (and why I need to do OMAD). I did feel dizzy today which was good I guess

Theres a girl that i met, and shes really cool. I worry that when we meet up irl, she'll think im fat and hideous. that is more horrifying than anything i can imagine. she likes all the music i do and shes so cool, and she likes the way i say her name and shes so kind. shes awesome, but im scared to meet up. ugh

how hard is it to put your age on your blog

so true, if im not being treated like cassie from skins then dont hmu at all lmao

I want someone to throw a sandwich with a disgusting amount of calories at me and call me an anorexic bitch.

You won’t burn calories sitting down, so why don’t you just pace around or stretch? You don’t have to be sweating in order to stay active, anything is better than nothing.

KEEP THAT IN MIND. <3

thibking abt moving countries when im 18, i cant wait. ill be all on my own, probably toobroke to afford food. the dream 💞

INTRO!!! FINALLY!!!

BL0CK DONT R-P0RT

WARŊIŊG: 3D/4Ŋ4

PLEASE DNI: min0rs, anyone rec***vering, “c*aches”

I’m Charlie/Stickbug, He/him, 20

Trans guy, on T, post top op

I’ve been dîsorder3d since I was 16, undiagnosed though. I often “recover”, then r-lapse so i will be absent occasionally.

I mostly just reblog stuff, but I hope to maybe start keeping a digital journal here in 2025

I will only post a lot of stuff about 4ŋ4, so if thats not your cup of tea please go elsewhere, I don’t want to tr’gg3r anyone, more scream into the void as this is a very isolating illness.

my tag is #sticksays3 :]

// stats below

(i use kg as i prefer it)

Height: 5’5 (166cm)

SW: 80kg (176lbs)

CW: 58kg? (127lbs) [as of nov 2024]

GW: 55kg (121lbs)

GW: 50kg (110lbs)

UGW: 45kg (99lbs)

2025 is my year!!! (lying)

Do you think the monkeys on the bed gave a fuck about what the doctor told them? No. They kept jumping.

Keep going. Lock in twin your gw is near.