I finally feel like everything is back under control now that I’m out of the holiday season and I am not being pressured to eat so much. I gained 3 kilos which makes me want to actually cry but I am tentatively motivated. I know I’ve failed a lot to get back into the swing of things but this time I’m building my confidence up and taking things slower this time and not immediately jumping to omäd + 1000 calz and all that stuff.
Pacing myself and trying to structure it all - results will come one day 🫶
WARŊIŊG: 3D/4Ŋ4
PLEASE DNI: min0rs, anyone rec***vering, “c*aches”
I’m Charlie/Stickbug, He/him, 20
Trans guy, on T, post top op
I’ve been dîsorder3d since I was 16, undiagnosed though. I often “recover”, then r-lapse so i will be absent occasionally.
I mostly just reblog stuff, but I hope to maybe start keeping a digital journal here in 2025
I will only post a lot of stuff about 4ŋ4, so if thats not your cup of tea please go elsewhere, I don’t want to tr’gg3r anyone, more scream into the void as this is a very isolating illness.
my tag is #sticksays3 :]
// stats below
(i use kg as i prefer it)
Height: 5’5 (166cm)
SW: 80kg (176lbs)
CW: 58kg? (127lbs) [as of nov 2024]
GW: 55kg (121lbs)
GW: 50kg (110lbs)
UGW: 45kg (99lbs)
2025 is my year!!! (lying)
bro id love to fall asleep for a long time, and when i wake up ive lost a ton of weight, like a sleeping beauty