How Hard Is It To Put Your Age On Your Blog

whys ui so damn big on mobile!! im not that old yet!!

INTRO!!! FINALLY!!!

BL0CK DONT R-P0RT

WARŊIŊG: 3D/4Ŋ4

PLEASE DNI: min0rs, anyone rec***vering, “c*aches”

I’m Charlie/Stickbug, He/him, 20

Trans guy, on T, post top op

I’ve been dîsorder3d since I was 16, undiagnosed though. I often “recover”, then r-lapse so i will be absent occasionally.

I mostly just reblog stuff, but I hope to maybe start keeping a digital journal here in 2025

I will only post a lot of stuff about 4ŋ4, so if thats not your cup of tea please go elsewhere, I don’t want to tr’gg3r anyone, more scream into the void as this is a very isolating illness.

my tag is #sticksays3 :]

// stats below

(i use kg as i prefer it)

Height: 5’5 (166cm)

SW: 80kg (176lbs)

CW: 58kg? (127lbs) [as of nov 2024]

GW: 55kg (121lbs)

GW: 50kg (110lbs)

UGW: 45kg (99lbs)

2025 is my year!!! (lying)

I’ve been wayyy overcomplicating my diet so I may just simplify it to just having tea for lunch and whatever my family have for dinner

Like, this system worked for me in my honeymoon phase, and tbh it’s too hard to keep track of my plan when I eat during the day

Anyway! I think I’ll start to track a food diary and stats here too. Hopefully I’ll be on here more when I can use my laptop!!!

Weight - 58.1 😵‍💫

Fast - 18:02

Steps - 1762 👎

LUNCH

- Black Tea w/ milk (9 cal)

DINNER

- 3 x Mexican chicken tortilla wraps (~612 cal)

EXCESS

- Earl Grey Tea w/ milk (7 cal)

- Mint gum (26 cal)

TOTAL // ~654 cals

Bit embarrassed about how much I ate at dinner, but I guess thats why I’m posting here for accountability (and why I need to do OMAD). I did feel dizzy today which was good I guess

yes I will in fact romantize my ed, because if I posted about real ed experiences, like being constipated for 3 days and then have di4rrh34, no one would like my blog.

following someone back and then realizing they’re a teenager and i must block is a gut punch

and some of you that try to follow me are so so so young, it makes me wanna cry

so let me reiterate:

stay away from my diary if your age starts with a 1

i am 25 years old

i am an adult in the workforce

i have a bachelors degree and am pursuing more higher education

we may have one thing in common (ED) but that doesn’t mean we need to share community

form community with people your own age

my blog is for myself and adults only

chat i gained 5kg in the last 2 months since i havent been able to r3str1ct properly BUT WE ON THAT R3STR1CT GRIND NOW 🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅

it’s always awkward when people speak to me about 3ds not knowing i am head under the water drowning in one HAHAHA

suffering in silence >>>>

I was drawing myself in tim burton style last night, i genuinely felt so upset by it cause it had me with insane proportions it was hard to keep drawing. I want to get worse some days and it sucks that im like this. my meal options keep getting smaller, and family discussions about my diet are becoming a weekly event. i cant wait to get out of here :(

im omw to beating my goal weight again… i need this so bad 😭