Reasons Why I Want To Be Sk1nny:

incase anyone needed to hear this, don’t slip up. don’t cave into that feeling of hunger. the weight is dropping, your arms, legs, stomach are getting smaller. don’t erase all your progress to indulge in something that will make you feel like shit.

you got this!!

KEY TO FAST FOOD OUTINGS

My psychiatrist deadpan staring at me as I try to tell her why baking as a hobby means I don't have an eating disorder

☆ I need more 18+ 3dblr moots ☆

Reblog to be moots <333

Genuine reminder!♡

All of us Binge

All of us gain weight

All of us break down

All of us make mistakes

Just because you don’t see anyone talk about it doesn’t mean that everybody is “better” at Ana than you. You are not a failure just because you overate, because you ate more than you were supposed to, or because you are having a tough time.

This is a mental disorder and just like with any other disorder, there will be ups and downs. That doesn’t mean you’ll never reach your goals. Your mistakes should allow you to figure out what your triggers are and how to do better next time. Everybody has bad days and you are not alone

I love you 🎀

to sit on people's laps without crushing them

to be picked up when i hug people

so i'm so skinny the doctors don't think my weight loss is good anymore

so people don't use me as a pillow

to climb trees again

to worry people

to wear tank tops without hating myself

to feel clean and in control

to be carried easily

to share clothes and actually fit in others clothes

to see my bones

to be skinny like i was when i was a kid

to actually do something right for once

☆mY f4v3 tH1n5p0!!☆

the urge to post body checks but the fear and disgust of old wanker pervs looking at them. it's for the girls and the gays, leave!!!!! ToT

I was drawing myself in tim burton style last night, i genuinely felt so upset by it cause it had me with insane proportions it was hard to keep drawing. I want to get worse some days and it sucks that im like this. my meal options keep getting smaller, and family discussions about my diet are becoming a weekly event. i cant wait to get out of here :(

it’s always awkward when people speak to me about 3ds not knowing i am head under the water drowning in one HAHAHA

suffering in silence >>>>