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2 months ago

Ugh they need to leave you alone. 💕

you know the drill… they t worded me but im back T^T

pls share so my moots can find me AGAIN


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4 months ago

Don’t you feel disgusted by your body? By your lack of control?

Don’t you feel disgusting in general?

Look at the skinny girls and boys walking around, basically disappearing in their clothes during winter and being fresh and clean during summer. Then look at you, feeling constricted by your own clothes and being all sweaty.

Now put the food down.

Or don’t.

Your choice.


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8 months ago

Quick correction:

Going anywhere is so humbling I want to lock myself at home and never get out.

Going to the beach and wear a swimsuit is so humbling


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8 months ago

People are starting to get suspicious about me saying that I’m not hungry/too sick to eat.

I need help, any suggestions?

Keep in mind that eating in another room is strictly prohibited.


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2 weeks ago

this might be kinda a stupid question, but my thighs are super f@t rn, if i lose weight in them will the skin be like, loose and flappy? i wouldn't like the way that looks. would appreciate if someone could tell me. xoxo


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2 weeks ago

c4l log - 12/05/25

09:20 - toast (75), cream cheese (30), strawberries (18)

played an hour long tennis match

11:15 - smoothie (150)

swam in the pool for about an hour

14:20 - toast (150), cheese (52), tomatoes (12), ham (150), orange (62), carrot cake (400)

total - 1099

posting this now and kinda hoping not to eat the rest of the day. wish me luck?


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2 weeks ago

c4l log - 10/05/25

08:25 - banana (89)

08:50 - bike ride burnt (180) is it just me who loves being sweaty and out of breath while excercising? a lot of the motivation i see on here says that working out sucks but its for a good reason, but i genuinely love working out!

11:20 - toast (75), butter (60), marmite (30)

15:50 - crisps (119)

total = 193

we had friends over for dinner, and I had some food at the BBQ but I am so under my c4l limit that it's kind of ok? and it definitely was not a b!nge, because I don't feel gross or uncomfortably full, but idk how many c4ls it was


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2 weeks ago

The dream is to be so sk1nn1 it's obvious even when I'm wearing warm clothes...

The Dream Is To Be So Sk1nn1 It's Obvious Even When I'm Wearing Warm Clothes...
The Dream Is To Be So Sk1nn1 It's Obvious Even When I'm Wearing Warm Clothes...
The Dream Is To Be So Sk1nn1 It's Obvious Even When I'm Wearing Warm Clothes...
The Dream Is To Be So Sk1nn1 It's Obvious Even When I'm Wearing Warm Clothes...
The Dream Is To Be So Sk1nn1 It's Obvious Even When I'm Wearing Warm Clothes...
The Dream Is To Be So Sk1nn1 It's Obvious Even When I'm Wearing Warm Clothes...

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2 weeks ago

c4l log - 09/05/25

07:20 - toast (75), cream cheese (30), strawberries (18)

01:40 - sushi (200), orange (62)

14:30 - went on the bike burnt 119 c4ls. the bike disconnected from my ipad halfway through the workout which is so annoying! i feel like i had more in me but I had to stop :(

17:20 - went to a cafe with my mum and brother and ordered something dumb. i feel kinda gross. I have no idea how many c4l0r13s it was so i'm just going to estimate it as (600), for fear of underestimating it. also had a lemonade (40)

For dinner we made pizza, and I have no idea how many calories that was bc it was homemade, just to be safe i'm going to estimate 800, but i did not eat the whole thing. i also had about 50 calories of fruit and a glass of champagne

god why can't i just say no to food?

total - 1756


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2 weeks ago

toxic 2000's WL motivation, unfortunately, goes so hard

Toxic 2000's WL Motivation, Unfortunately, Goes So Hard
Toxic 2000's WL Motivation, Unfortunately, Goes So Hard
Toxic 2000's WL Motivation, Unfortunately, Goes So Hard
Toxic 2000's WL Motivation, Unfortunately, Goes So Hard
Toxic 2000's WL Motivation, Unfortunately, Goes So Hard
Toxic 2000's WL Motivation, Unfortunately, Goes So Hard
Toxic 2000's WL Motivation, Unfortunately, Goes So Hard
Toxic 2000's WL Motivation, Unfortunately, Goes So Hard

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9 months ago

Hey guys,

I'm leaving Tumblr, at least for a couple of months, in an attempt to r3 c0 ver. I'll probably come back 20Ibs heavier crying about how I regret it, however my mental health is declining very rapidly, and 4n4 isn't making it any better so until I can get myself back in to a safe headspace, I will be leaving.

I love you all so much, and thank you all for giving me such a wonderful community to be apart of. Ilyasm! Y'all are some of the most amazing, sweetest angels I've ever met. You all were here for me when no one else was, and were the only people I could talk to about my w31ght struggles. Thx for everything, and for helping me lose 40Ibs. I hope every single one of you hit your UGW, r3c0v3r, or find whatever will bring you true inner happiness. Thx again sm. 💓💕


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10 months ago

What @bloodycorpz3 said, plus just romantizing your journey as you go through it.

• Take aesthetic photos of your food, workout equipment, even the sunset or skies when you go outside.

• Practice self-care, buy pretty clothes (especially ones slightly too small), drink your fav low cal drinks/teas out of pretty cups, keep your area smelling good. Keep your senses focused on other things than the taste of food.

• Keep your mind busy on cleaning, organizing, tasks, hobbies, etc. I've found whenever im in a depressive dump, actually doing the stuff i didnt want to do gives me more mental and physical energy. The procrastination, dread, and guilt of tasks are always worse than actually doing it.

• Pretend you're in a movie honestly, and your character either has an €D and she does everything right/perfect, or that you already are your b0dy g04ls and live how she would.

As for being sluggish, part of self-care is staying hydrated, taking vitamins/electrolyte supplements. (BTW, make sure your food has a good GL/GI, because 4n0r3x1cs are much more vulnerable to diabetes and sugar crashing.)

If you're still sluggish introduce caffeine if you haven't, but it seems like you've just fallen out of love with 4n4 and need more motivation. Pro 4n4 sites like 📌 and here are good for that. Maybe try a new diet, fasting routine, or something to spice it up again.

I desperately need someone to help me/give me tips on getting back to my honeymoon phase. I want to feel euphoric when 🌟ving again instead of just feeling sluggish and depressed, please and thanks 😭


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10 months ago

Also I'm seeing my husband this Sunday, so I have to stop acting like a p1g or im going to be f4tter than the last time he saw me

I mightve eaten 7k c4ls in the past two days....so I'm gonna attempt a f4st. I'm literally watching all my progress slip away from me rn. 🤪👍


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10 months ago

I think I'm going to 🌟ve myself until the next time i see my husband. I want him to audibly gasp when he sees how small I've gotten. Posting so my fat4ss will hold myself accountable. 124 lbs currently. Let's see how mentally ill I really am. 🤪👍


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1 year ago

General question

How many c4ls do you all generally eat in a meal?


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1 week ago

im moving in my first apartment in 2 weeks, tell me why im mostly excited because i wont have enough money to buy groceries for a few months. a win is a win.


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