I finally feel like everything is back under control now that I’m out of the holiday season and I am not being pressured to eat so much. I gained 3 kilos which makes me want to actually cry but I am tentatively motivated. I know I’ve failed a lot to get back into the swing of things but this time I’m building my confidence up and taking things slower this time and not immediately jumping to omäd + 1000 calz and all that stuff.
Pacing myself and trying to structure it all - results will come one day 🫶
I DON’T WANT LOOK LIKE A CLEAN GIRL I WANNA WANT LIKE A CORPSE!! I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A SICKLY VAMPIRE. I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A 90S ROCK STAR WITH MASCARA RUNNING DOWN MY FACE! I LOVE LOOKING HALF DEAD AND ROTTED.
how hard is it to put your age on your blog
Coca cola zero >>>
incase anyone needed to hear this, don’t slip up. don’t cave into that feeling of hunger. the weight is dropping, your arms, legs, stomach are getting smaller. don’t erase all your progress to indulge in something that will make you feel like shit.
you got this!!
i finished my assignment 😼
school makes me want to fucking kill myself i hate school fuck this stupid rubbish fuck fuck fuck fuck i dont get told i had a fucking assement and now i have my last day of my extention to finish it fuck fuck fuck im going to fucking kill myself i wish i never was fucking alive
pls tell me i'm not the only one who got so obsessed with calories at some point that now 600 seem like A LOT when it's actually probably not that much
My favorite not binging technique;
"I can have it if I still want it tomorrow", then going to bed. Most the time I don't continue wanting it, orrr I can plan it into my calories for the day 🤷♀️
No I dont WANT to be skinny, i NEED to be skinny.
the urge to post body checks but the fear and disgust of old wanker pervs looking at them. it's for the girls and the gays, leave!!!!! ToT