guess whos ass just hit their first goal weight . . MEMEMEMEME I DID I DID!!!!!!!!
IM ALMOST OUT OF 60 KG JAIL
one of my ex-friends has 4n4 too so im lowkey motivated to be sk1nn13r than her to make her regret everything. like yes im skinnier than you bitch deal w it
when i watch my friend effortlessly not eat through most of the day and not even think about food meanwhile im constantly thinking about food and screaming at myself to not eat just to look just like them
tomorrow im fr locking in after my holidays i WILL be at least 59 kg
me after eating three rice cakes as if it's gonna do something after a small binge
just bought rice cakes again after 5 months we are so back
WHY DID I GO OUT AGAIN WHEN I KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF IT
nah im so done with everyone and everything time to get worse
since im overweight with 4n4 favorite thing to do is watch those videos explaining 4n4 and their diagnosis just so i can get triggered over the "person must be at a normal / or underweight" so it motivates me to PROVE i have it
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.
my brother asked how much weight i lost and said i looked good... considering the fact i love my brother to death this is so validating and 100% my reason to keep going.
soon, it wont be my brother. somebody i have a crush on will notice me and compliment me. I WILL GET SKINNY.
ofc they put the bitch with an ed in food class. the way i had to break my fast for the carbiest shit too.
OH MY GYATT IM 62.2 KG WHICH IS CLOSE TO 62 KG AND 62 KG IS CLOSE TO 60 KG WHICH IS MY FIRST GW IM SO EXCITED!!!!
when you like all the cool grunge guy stuff so now there's only coquette girly stuff left 🙁💔
this is basically forced recovery. i can't purge anymore cuz my mum is literally on my ass when i'm going to the toilet... a full stomach is literally like torture
when you f4sted for 22 hours and the scale hasn't gone down
i hate having slim friends. its like two butterflies and a caterpillar side by side... but at least if im the caterpillar, i can evolve into a beautiful butterfly like them too!! ^_^
i hate eating after fasting because i can never stop honeymoon cycle plz come back I'll treat you right trust 🙁
i fainted about an hour ago and my ears are still ringing. if you see this, TAKE YOUR VITAMINS! fainting isnt fun and you can seriously hurt yourself.
I HATE EVERYTHING WHY DID MY COUNSELOR HAVE TO TELL MY MUM I PVRG3 DIEDIEDIEDIEDIE I HATE YOU TRINITY DIE
when he's not answering my texts so i immediately think he'd respond if i was skinnier 🎀 (im just a silly boy with an ed)
Being skinny is a wonderful thing! Why would you ruin it just for one more bite?
I FOUND SOMETHING
INCREDIBLE
Ok so for all you other anas out there who want their pelvic bones to stick out, try this. Lay down flat on your back and tuck your legs underneath you for as long as you can. Doing this every night in bed has done SO much good. My pelvic bones stick out even when they normally wouldn't. There's also a little dip in my stomach now even if I maintain or gain a bit of weight.