⭐️rving - Blog Posts
went out today to walk and get snacks so i could binge eat before i start fasting ⭐
here have the unaesthetic pictures 💔
binge eating for the last time before I start ⭐ving myself <3
how i feel when i look at the amount of calories ive eaten in a day
stop... why can't i control how much i eat I JUST WANT TO ⭐VE PLEASE IM SO STUPID
i hate how i enjoy food so much...
i’m starting to lose weight! i finally feel valid on here! it’s not a lot but i’ve lost 5 lbs in the past month. i only just started restricting and fasting recently so i’m making slow progress, and seeing the weight loss is so motivating
So, my diet finally came in and it’s basically eating the minimum amount of anything so it feels like ⭐️⭐️! I’m so happy and I frel like it’s the start of a new chapter after a very bad downfall🩷.
Starting again at 67 kg Saturday, keeping you weekly updated 🩷
I hate being delusional, like wdym instead of losing weight I gained???
Don’t you feel disgusted by your body? By your lack of control?
Don’t you feel disgusting in general?
Look at the skinny girls and boys walking around, basically disappearing in their clothes during winter and being fresh and clean during summer. Then look at you, feeling constricted by your own clothes and being all sweaty.
Now put the food down.
Or don’t.
Your choice.
Piggy eats, piggy walks.
I need purg!ng tips asap, I need this community to actively help me right now💜.
Drinking coke zero gives the impression of you eating junk food, because everyone thinks about “coke” but not the zero🩷
Why can’t I just purge like everybody else does??? Such a pain.
Getting to a point where even only seeing a picture of food makes me feel nauseous and sick.
We’re getting there angels.
I need to lose 6 points on the IBM chart, or I won’t be responsible for anything I do anymore.
Went to Zara thinking I lost quite a bit of weight and that I went down a size, but then I bought clothes sizing L.
What a crazy person I am huh.
I actually found the strength to shop groceries without getting any of my binge foods (by will and following universe signals too).
I’m really proud right now.
I’m making November my month.
It started on Friday but who cares? Why waiting for Mondays to start doing what you truly care about?
The jealousy I’m feeling right now is borderline morbid: a friend of mine told me that she’s constantly yo-yo’ing between 41 kg and 46 kg.
WOMAN PLEASE YOU ARE LIVING MY DREAM LIFE AND YOUR REALLY HEALTHY TOO??
Jealous.
I’ve been fed forcefully.
I feel violated.
The day, the music
Died💔.
Well, in the end my roommate forced me to eat and I honestly want to cry.
Life is good🎀
No one’s forcing me to eat, I’ve been relaxing and my stomach doesn’t hurt anymore; I think it was the sight of food to make me feel sick honestly, and if I ate it I just had to p since I felt REALLY sick.
Back on track, let’s see if I manage to hit my <60 this weekend🩷
C/S-ing is so disgusting but so useful, like???
Tasting my favorite food without getting c41 in? Yes please!
Just came back from a weekend at my parents’ house. Do you know what this means?
Time to challenge myself with a 4 days fast!
I’m still not seeing or feeling differences, but people around me do and apparently their favorite thing to do now while hugging me is caressing my ribs.
6 kg down, let’s go!
Just did my nails, now i can’t b/p. Life is going great.
I’ve been hungry since the day I was born.
I’ve been hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry.
I am hungry. I spend my life going around places, foaming at the mouth like a starving hyena.
All it’s left to do at the end of the day is staring at my body in the mirror and wondering when will this end.
The being unable to see even one little detail of some weight loss makes me feel like a disgusting fake.
Can’t wait to get some autonomy with food because of uni, so I can keep on going without anyone noticing/knowing.
During this month i lost quite a bit of weight as it can be seen in my bio, and people treat me so much differently already! I’ve been approached even in my worst after beach fits, and people look at me a LOT more! They do be staring at times.
Skinny really is the way🎀
Wanna be able to go to the bathroom but can’t take diet pills or laxs? Go for fast walking/running right after dinner, dressed in light clothes.
If it rains even better.