Stuff Like This Causes My Hypochondria To Go Mad

KEY TO FAST FOOD OUTINGS

me when the eating disorder doesn’t turn me into a twink it just makes me a skinnier girl

My Personal Tips 🩷

○ I manually count c@lories, so if something has too many components that I have to count, I just won't eat it because I'm lazy

○ I eat more c@lories throughout the day and less at night. If I save all of my c@lories for dinner or a specific meal, I tend to end up overeating. By eating more during the day and less at night, I can still eat within my c@lorie goal without feeling overly restricted.

○ I only eat half the serving size of food. For example, whenever I eat cottage cheese or oatmeal, I do half the recommended serving (sometimes 1/4 of the serving). This reduces the c@lories but still makes me full.

○ I try to add a fiber or a protein source to each of my meals. This increases satiety and reduces cravings.

○ I do pilate sessions 2 times a day; one in the morning and one in the afternoon. Pilates is pretty quiet, so my family doesn't get suspicious, and there's tons of different types. I have a pilates app to keep me more accountable.

○ I always leave food on my plate. Even if it's just a couple bites it still makes me feel in control. I also share a lot of my food.

○ If I really feel like I need to, I'll pvrge dinner (my family makes home-cooked dinner every night, so sometimes they can be high in c@lories and c@rbs). Honestly, I need to stop doing that because it's given me terrible acid reflux.

○ I go for bike rides on the weekends. I typically go for 90 minutes and burn 600-800 c@lories per session.

○ I drink 2-3 liters of water and day. (Water speeds up fat burning rates). Sometimes I'll add lemons or chia seeds to my water for extra nutrients

○ I journal and plan out my day.

○ I mealprep so I never have an excuse to eat something else

○ I get ready (almost) every morning, even if I'm not going anywhere because it makes me feel more put together, which in turn makes me make healthier food choices.

○ I'll "trick" myself into not eating. Instead of saying to myself "I can't have this", I say "I can have this, but I don't want it/like it/feel full." Once I tell myself a lie enough times, it becomes the truth.

Thinspo that I like

Can i just have long slim legs? please?

parents are going away next week, ill have the house all to myself…

im not gonna fast bc im still getting back into the swing of things but! im going to try working back towards doing more OMADs and stuff, and cutting out sweet stuff entirely. i may include updates on here, although i already use MF.P, lose it, and a bunch of journals for logging my stuff… idk

bit worried that ill have to celebrate a holiday in my country soon with my family, because my family insist on celebrating it, but im thinking ill just say i wont participate for moral reasons. (usually this holiday we have a big lunch/barbecue)

following someone back and then realizing they’re a teenager and i must block is a gut punch

and some of you that try to follow me are so so so young, it makes me wanna cry

so let me reiterate:

stay away from my diary if your age starts with a 1

i am 25 years old

i am an adult in the workforce

i have a bachelors degree and am pursuing more higher education

we may have one thing in common (ED) but that doesn’t mean we need to share community

form community with people your own age

my blog is for myself and adults only

ive been doing awful lately, everythings gone to hell, i dont know whats wrong with me, i need to stop eating entirely to get back the hang of hunger. im going to keep trying to trigger myself with my old early day stuff like tea. i miss my tapid weight loss so bad :((((( im really sad thinking about it i hate this stupid eteral hell

they were right, fat DOES last longer than flavor…