No I dont WANT to be skinny, i NEED to be skinny.
thibking abt moving countries when im 18, i cant wait. ill be all on my own, probably toobroke to afford food. the dream đź’ž
cisgender men punching down on trans men in the ed community is so ridiculous, like sure it sucks to be a very small part of a community, but being transphobic is about to put you into a way smaller community of people - no one wants to interact with transphobes on tumblr, so no one is gonna interact with you :P
Okay so. I've seen my fair share of transphobia on edblr [for crying out loud you're on THE lgbt app] and I'm just going to say that transgender people have the HIGHEST RATE OF EATING DISORDERS.
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Statistically 71% of transgender individuals currently or have previously at some point in their lives struggled with an eating disorder.
But why do so many trans people develop eating disorders you may ask? The biggest factor is: Discrimination. All around, discrimination leads to the development of severe disorders. The other major reason is gender dysphoria, with GD comes the feeling that you lack control over your body which is generally a huge contributor to eating disorders but most trans people tend to live in unaccepting or downright hateful environments basically leading to lack of control x2.
Trans people will also develop eating disorders to change their bodies in very drastic ways, especially when there is no access to gender affirming care like for trans men, top surgery and for trans women, to give a more sleek feminine look to the body.
I specifically see a lot of cisgender men in ed spaces complaining about the prevalence of trans men in the "male ed" tags but I'm going to pull another stat on you- 42% of cisgender men who struggle with eating disorders are also part of the lgbt community, so if you're part of that 42% and are still being transphobic, you should look into lgbt history in general and thank the group that gave you your rights. If you're a cis straight male complaining about trans people struggling with eating disorders, just remember that plenty of people will never even entertain the thought that you have a "woman disorder".
So if you're out here bitching about "why are there trans men in the checks tags" and plenty more hateful shit that I do not feel comfortable quoting- just think about this, statistically there is just going to be an "overwhelming" amount of trans people in all online ed communities. If you aren't comfortable with that then it's probably time you recover babe <3
hunger sc4le
painfully hungry: hunger pains, dizzy, feeling ill
very hungry: could eat anything, might binge
mildly hungry: strong signs of hunger, a little dizzy
hungry: 1st signs, stomach growling
neutral: emtpy not hungry or full, content
comfortably satisfied: hunger has been satisfied
very satisfied: hunger has been satisfied a little too well, full
beyond satisfied: starting to feel sick but manageable
uncomfortably over stuffed: feelings of guilt, heavy feeling, a bit nauseous, food coma
extremely stuffed: could throw up, bloated, feels heavy, sluggish, can't look at food
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This is the hunger scale, knowing this can hep you read your body. I personally try to stay 3-6. This helps keep me with my from b1ng1ng/ overe4ting.
keepingn track of your feelings and emotions before and after you e4t is also helpful, so you can find patterns in your eating behaviors like:
(before) am i actually hungry?
(before) what is my hunger scale?
(before) am i sad?
(before) am i stressed?
(before) am i happy?
(before) am i angry?
(after) how much did i eat?
(after) what is my hunger scale now?
(after) how do i feell now?
stay safe loves xox
bro id love to fall asleep for a long time, and when i wake up ive lost a ton of weight, like a sleeping beauty
Do you think the monkeys on the bed gave a fuck about what the doctor told them? No. They kept jumping.
Keep going. Lock in twin your gw is near.
WARĹŠIĹŠG: 3D/4ĹŠ4
PLEASE DNI: min0rs, anyone rec***vering, “c*aches”
I’m Charlie/Stickbug, He/him, 20
Trans guy, on T, post top op
I’ve been dîsorder3d since I was 16, undiagnosed though. I often “recover”, then r-lapse so i will be absent occasionally.
I mostly just reblog stuff, but I hope to maybe start keeping a digital journal here in 2025
I will only post a lot of stuff about 4ŋ4, so if thats not your cup of tea please go elsewhere, I don’t want to tr’gg3r anyone, more scream into the void as this is a very isolating illness.
my tag is #sticksays3 :]
// stats below
(i use kg as i prefer it)
Height: 5’5 (166cm)
SW: 80kg (176lbs)
CW: 58kg? (127lbs) [as of nov 2024]
GW: 55kg (121lbs)
GW: 50kg (110lbs)
UGW: 45kg (99lbs)
2025 is my year!!! (lying)
reasons why i want to be sk1nny:
- i won’t be the ugly fat friend anymore
- guys (and girls) will like me, not my friends
- i can hug people without being scared of them feeling my stomach
- wearing cropped tops
- wearing tight, body forming dresses and clothing
- being looked at and asked if i want something to eat out of concern
- being cold on 30° celsius days
- someone can carry me
- being picked for a lead in a musical
- my school uniform fitting properly
- thigh gap 🤩🤩
- being able to fit both my hands around my leg without having to stretch
- shopping at op shops and being able to wear everything there
- looking like the characters i so often read about in my books
- walking through the house and not making a sound
- rings fitting my fingers
- baggy clothing looking actually good 🥹🥹
smash that mf reblog if u hate pedophiles