To look back at when I'm thinking of quitting
Because I need this
To be the prettiest one in the room at all times
For the chance I'll look more masculine and less like a fat girl
To be comfortable in tight clothes
To look pretty in candid photos
To look pretty at all angles
To fit in pants even when I'm sitting and my thighs are squished
So my binder won't roll up all the time and suffocate me
To look pretty in t shirts, getting rid of the bit of fat on my elbows
To look tall and scary like a tim Burton character
To look less childish and less baby faced
So I don't look stupid eating in public
So I don't look like an overgrown baby at the beach or pool
So I don't have rashes on my thighs from walking for so long, since my thighs won't even touch when I walk
So he stops telling me how odd looking and fat my face is
So I can wear headphones without my glasses squishing my face
So I won't be the only one sweating my ass off in a room ever again
So my knee high socks become actually knee high
So I won't have to buy belts online for my huge waist
So I can find a cute piece of clothing and have it fit no matter the size
To be able to wear ANYTHING and still look good
For children's underwear and socks to fit me because they're the most fun kind
For a jaw line
For the collarbones
For the hip bones
For the ribs
For the bones on the back of my hand
To be beautiful.
Soup mealspø♡
i luv soup soo much😭
found on pinterest and literally so motivating
☆mY f4v3 tH1n5p0!!☆
if talking shit burnt calories I would be the next eugenia cooney
cisgender men punching down on trans men in the ed community is so ridiculous, like sure it sucks to be a very small part of a community, but being transphobic is about to put you into a way smaller community of people - no one wants to interact with transphobes on tumblr, so no one is gonna interact with you :P
Okay so. I've seen my fair share of transphobia on edblr [for crying out loud you're on THE lgbt app] and I'm just going to say that transgender people have the HIGHEST RATE OF EATING DISORDERS.
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Statistically 71% of transgender individuals currently or have previously at some point in their lives struggled with an eating disorder.
But why do so many trans people develop eating disorders you may ask? The biggest factor is: Discrimination. All around, discrimination leads to the development of severe disorders. The other major reason is gender dysphoria, with GD comes the feeling that you lack control over your body which is generally a huge contributor to eating disorders but most trans people tend to live in unaccepting or downright hateful environments basically leading to lack of control x2.
Trans people will also develop eating disorders to change their bodies in very drastic ways, especially when there is no access to gender affirming care like for trans men, top surgery and for trans women, to give a more sleek feminine look to the body.
I specifically see a lot of cisgender men in ed spaces complaining about the prevalence of trans men in the "male ed" tags but I'm going to pull another stat on you- 42% of cisgender men who struggle with eating disorders are also part of the lgbt community, so if you're part of that 42% and are still being transphobic, you should look into lgbt history in general and thank the group that gave you your rights. If you're a cis straight male complaining about trans people struggling with eating disorders, just remember that plenty of people will never even entertain the thought that you have a "woman disorder".
So if you're out here bitching about "why are there trans men in the checks tags" and plenty more hateful shit that I do not feel comfortable quoting- just think about this, statistically there is just going to be an "overwhelming" amount of trans people in all online ed communities. If you aren't comfortable with that then it's probably time you recover babe <3
I miss this being my only hobby…
chat i gained 5kg in the last 2 months since i havent been able to r3str1ct properly BUT WE ON THAT R3STR1CT GRIND NOW 🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅
yes! i’m spiraling deeper! for some reason it makes me think that by getting worse i will magically get better ???? i’m stupid
I sure have been putting the eating in eating disorder lately