My psychiatrist deadpan staring at me as I try to tell her why baking as a hobby means I don't have an eating disorder
ur daughter is not fine she’s on ed tumblr in 2022.
No I dont WANT to be skinny, i NEED to be skinny.
WARŊIŊG: 3D/4Ŋ4
PLEASE DNI: min0rs, anyone rec***vering, “c*aches”
I’m Charlie/Stickbug, He/him, 20
Trans guy, on T, post top op
I’ve been dîsorder3d since I was 16, undiagnosed though. I often “recover”, then r-lapse so i will be absent occasionally.
I mostly just reblog stuff, but I hope to maybe start keeping a digital journal here in 2025
I will only post a lot of stuff about 4ŋ4, so if thats not your cup of tea please go elsewhere, I don’t want to tr’gg3r anyone, more scream into the void as this is a very isolating illness.
my tag is #sticksays3 :]
// stats below
(i use kg as i prefer it)
Height: 5’5 (166cm)
SW: 80kg (176lbs)
CW: 58kg? (127lbs) [as of nov 2024]
GW: 55kg (121lbs)
GW: 50kg (110lbs)
UGW: 45kg (99lbs)
2025 is my year!!! (lying)
gym bros undereat and call it a cut and nobody bats an eye, i undereat and society.. society says i have an ed
to sit on people's laps without crushing them
to be picked up when i hug people
so i'm so skinny the doctors don't think my weight loss is good anymore
so people don't use me as a pillow
to climb trees again
to worry people
to wear tank tops without hating myself
to feel clean and in control
to be carried easily
to share clothes and actually fit in others clothes
to see my bones
to be skinny like i was when i was a kid
to actually do something right for once
🎀 LOVE LOVE LOVE MY ZERO DRINKS 🎀
Stay slim queens
Do you think the monkeys on the bed gave a fuck about what the doctor told them? No. They kept jumping.
Keep going. Lock in twin your gw is near.
I was drawing myself in tim burton style last night, i genuinely felt so upset by it cause it had me with insane proportions it was hard to keep drawing. I want to get worse some days and it sucks that im like this. my meal options keep getting smaller, and family discussions about my diet are becoming a weekly event. i cant wait to get out of here :(
☆mY f4v3 tH1n5p0!!☆