Depression - Blog Posts
combating my depression one jar of maraschino cherries at a time
im sitting naked on my floor
smoking and listening to music
and this is the most at peace
i have felt in a while
yeah having sex with someone is cool and all
but have you ever made your own legs shake ?
i want to just be with someone.
to just hold hands in silence and feel each others presence.
to just stare into each others eyes and understand what the others saying without having to say a word.
to be comfortable in the silence.
simply just because we dont need to fill it.
to just be beings by ourselves with each other.
to just be us.
~ s.c.
I made an animation about paul after the beatles plant, or as I imagined it💔🥹
My grandma thinks I’m going to conversion therapy. Like I’m going to therapy but it’s for my Depression and ptsd not cause I’m a non cis-het individual.
Playing the monthly game : "Menstruation or Depression"!!!
10 Things to Acknowledge If You Love a Person with Depression
Depression can be as crippling as any physical ailment. Often times loved ones believe that a depressed person needs a little push or a reality check when in reality they could use a friend. A depressed person is not seeking for anybody to solve their problems, but they would appreciate one human being who can treat them with the appropriate empathy they deserve. We must remember as a collective society that depression is not a choice, and it is not about you! Do not take it personally if your friend is depressed! Below are some essential social and sentimental facts about depression that you should be in tune with.
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How to Cultivate a Positive Outlook in Islam
In the fast-paced and often challenging journey of life, maintaining a positive outlook is essential for our well-being and spiritual growth. One of the foundational principles in cultivating positivity is rooted in Islamic teachings. Photo by Michael Morse on Pexels.com Express Gratitude RegularlyGratitude is a powerful force that can transform our perspective. Taking a moment each day to…
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Ways to Cope with Depression in Islam
Navigating the challenging terrain of depression requires a multifaceted approach, and for many, faith serves as a guiding light. In Islam, a holistic perspective on well-being is advocated, merging spiritual, physical, and mental dimensions. This blog post will explore Islamic principles and natural coping strategies to help you traverse through the shadows of depression. Disclaimer:…
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Hehe thank you... I uh.... Sorts have a collection
Does anyone else’s health problems (whether it be mental or physical) kinda look more like a grocery list
CPTSD? check!
Anxiety? Check!!
BPD (beautiful princess disorder)? Check!!!
Autism ? Check!!!!
Undiagnosed illness that doctors aren’t figure out and the labs come back fine but you’re still suffering???? CHECK!!!!!!
And so many more!!! (ㆁωㆁ*)
Help.....
Someone help.......
I can't hold on to faith..........I wanted to let go for a very long time,
But idk why I'm still here, is it because they want to see me in pain? I cant feel faith anymore or happiness........
(this is just a quote!!!)
Smiles.....
"Smile!"They say......
"eat! Your getting thiner....." they say.....
"common! Smile isn't that hard" they say
"was that funny?" they say.....
"why aren't you laughing?" they say.....
"why are your eyes red?" they say.......
Why can't you see that I'm not fine......all I can say is....
"can you plese help me?"
Im FINE
I want to see others happy
I want to see them smile
I want them be okay
But if they are in pain..
I feel bad,
But if I feel pain?
Im fine.........
"talk more!!"
People: "you should speak more!"
Me:*tries to speak*
-gets interrupted
-gets ignored
-everyone forgets what has been said
-slowly turns invisible
Pretending
They say, "what are you good at?"
I say, "oh, I'm good at-" I give them a paper and they read it,
-pretending being Happy
-pretending to be fine
-pretending to be strong
-pretending a smile
-pretending I could do it
-pretending I don't cry.
Help me.........
His eyes where in shock.......but for me, I'm fine with it,
My depression isn't everywhere, all at once. It isn't always on my mind. It's more like a well. Yeah, it's there, but I don't really acknowledge it sometimes. But other times, usually late at night, the well is highlighted. It's the only thing I can think of, the desire to die lapping against the sides below. Occasionally, it comes up in a bucket and I can't think. Those are the times when I cut, starve, burn, or otherwise hurt myself. Right now, the water is rising and the well is getting larger. It's bigger than it ever has been before, and the skies are looking dark. I just hope that there isn't a flood soon.
I feel so bad for not writing anything. It's not like I have writers block - there are a surplus of ideas in my head. I just can't put them to paper. My depression has just made it so it's hard for me to start writing, and once I do, I don't have any energy left over to actually write. And then I see posts saying, "If you want more fan-fiction, make it yourself". Like, I'M TRYING. I just can't right now. Or maybe even ever. Who knows? I sure as hell don't.
When you begin to reduce your Antidepressant (according to your Psychiatrist instructions of course.)
-Rediscover creativity
-Sleep ? what is that.
-Discover a new kind of H.O.R.N.Y
-Feeling good because therapy worked <3
A little comic explaining how I usually deal with my Anxiety and my depersonalization. Hope it helps you. I know it’s not perfectly made, but i tried my best to make it, making it was part of the fight against anxiety.
After hard times...
I have been through so many bad moments those last months... Horrible moments.
And now, that those bad things are gone, i am just wondering....
How did i do to stay myself ?
Hello, I just wanted to talk about something that really frustrates me
My family likes to say I use my mental health as an excuse
Or they ignore very obvious signs of mental health issues to just call me lazy or just an excuse to not do anything at all
I had depression at the time and it was really bad for my mental health for people to just say I was lazy and didn’t want to do anything. It’s true that I didn’t want to do anything but it wasn’t because I was lazy or I didn’t want to. I just didn’t see the purpose and doing anything at all or existing that’s not lazy.
I also have ADHD And they tell me I can’t use that for an excuse for why I can’t do stuff, but I never said I was using it as his excuse or say I can’t do things at a normal person we can do because I have it I can I’m a functioning being
I’m just really distracted with everything else in existence
I also have extreme anxiety which doesn’t help. When the slide is noise can set me off on a random rant about I’m gonna set the house on fire if something comes near me And I even sent myself up an anxiety attack
Yes I have difficulties doing a lot of things but I’ve never used it as an excuse for why these things are happening. It just makes it harder. But I never said I couldn’t do it, but they still say I’m using it as an excuse.
And then when they actually talked about mental health, it’s things that I don’t have and they use it to belittle me I don’t like eating in front of people, very picky about what I eat and being forced to try to eat certain things that I’m not comfortable eating at the time makes my anxiety gets set off which makes me feel sick and sometimes even vomit when I’m eating
Then they said I have anorexia and basically make fun of me for it and they shouldn’t make fun of me for this saying I have this or use it against me in any way
I do enjoy eating. It just happens that I have an anxiety that makes it difficult to eat sometimes or it could be the ADHD forget that’s against that I have necessities as a human being and I should definitely eat sometimes
Straight out ignoring mental health issues or accusing someone as using it as an excuse or saying people have mental health issues that they don’t have is extremely frustrating
Especially when you’re young, and people who are meant to support you, making you more confused in the end just make it worse
But in the end, this is just a rant about my life and my frustrations in it but this was a good ranting about it made me feel better
update because i have not been here :
I found out I am autistic and have ADHD
I lost my best friend for a year (she was toxic as fuck)
I came out to my mother
I got a lecture on friendship, homosexuality, and depression/mental health
I got a new psychologist
I discovered my new spanish teacher did not wear bras, yet wore tight fitting and see through clothing
I identified as genderfluid
I accepted I was an atheist
I identified as asexual
my therapist gave up on me
I identified as panromantic instead of pansexual
i identified as demigirl
I became confused on my gender
I did 🍃
Recently finished this and I’m really happy with how it turned out.
I first drew this in my sketchbook an then decided to digitalise it.
My first idea was having her drown in her own tears do if I made that visible but who cares