I Hate This - Blog Posts
Did I ask to be attacked this way???? CUZ THIS FEELS PERSONAL
me, with a vague plot idea, 1 (one) character name, and an outline that consists of mostly question marks:
a reminder that u can always just make a coffee if ur sad
"im an empath" girl you shop from shein
Life would be so much easier if I didn’t have social anxiety
You know the one moment when you want to get hit by Thomas the tank engine? Yeah, me too man.
Just walked in on my mom watching Merlin for the first time and was pumped she gave it a shot only for her to tell me she fast forwarded through some episodes because she just wants to see how it ends.
Now I‘ve got to suffer through the last two episodes with her CONSTANTLY asking questions about the plot because she was too lazy to actually watch it.
I‘m going to yell.
I hate Spy btw (wtf)
If y'all see something weird it's just my shirry artstyle
Sup
So uh art THATS it
(Why does tumblr make the quality so bad ._.)
I hate work
Please save me
I can’t
Please
I have 4 hrs till i can sleep again im going to die
I hate math so fucking much bro how is my teacher gonna be shit and not know how to teach and then give us a test second week of school IN THE BEGINNING FIRST BLOCK IN THE MORNING AT 7:55 I’m done I’m gone I’m gonna die if I don’t get pre calc or foundations I’ll cry man I can’t do workplace if I wanna be a lawyer
For people who don't think that every cooperation in America is toxic and corrupt I would like to tell you what just happened within a week of getting a new manager at my job. All 15 min breaks are banned and it's an immediate firing for taking one, has made the work environment so toxic for two people they are a foot out the door (it's the two with disabilities), passive aggressive comments of what we are doing at all times if it's not what he wants, straight up called us lazy and doing the bare minimum, (down stocking 3-5 bays a shift and helping costumers, putting all returns away and straightening aisles is lazy), and disrupting the entire shift routine to power trip one employee.
They are about to lose almost half their employees do to this and they don't care.
Do you ever just find a fic or something, and it sounds absolutely incredible, but... it has the ship that you literally despise with your whole entire being, like you would literally rather gouge out your own eyeballs than ever read a set of words that has that godforsaken ship in it
Distancing yourself from your friends so it will hurt less when they inevitably leave you <<<<
laying in bed at night knowing she doesn't miss me as much as i miss her
she doesn't cry every night, begging for it to end
she doesn't lash out at everyone around her because she's so upset and angry with the world
she isn't in therapy because we're not friends anymore
She doesn't want me back and she never will
cough cough my ex bestfriend who acts like she's never met me before
i hope you feel like shit without me <3
Darkiplier doodle
I was also testing some new brushes that look like color pencils :0
Omg gifted kid brain...why are you not gifted kid braining?
Probably because you never developed good studying strategies (you don't fucking know how to revise girl) cause you always got good grades without studying, and now you are fucked in highschool.
I HATE HATE HATE HAAAATE HIM OMFG SHUT UUUUUUUUPPPPPP
My Monstertober Day 1 fic: Big Bad Wolf has now been hit with a community label, please ensure your setting are changed so you can view it. I hope I don’t run into this again.
hey so tumblr just added this thing (community labels) and by default ALL these category filters are set to remove anything labelled with these from your feed entirely (not just blurred).
Please remember to go into your settings and adjust them to what you prefer! if you're under 18, you won't be able to adjust them as they are set to Hide until you turn 18
this is what it looks like in settings (i have everything set to Show, the default is Hidden)
We just saw something called "transtrauma". Some of my systemmates are having a breakdown now, thanks. That's so gross.
- (This is going to get a little vent/ranty rather than educational or shutting a point down)
Why would you want to go through that? That's so awful and horrible and disgusting and repulsive. I can't, I can't. Why would you ever want to be abused? This is too far. I don't care if you call us ableist or traumascum or whatever other name you've come up with. You're saying you fucking want to be traumatized.
I don't think you quite understand what that word means. The things you have to go through and deal with in a daily basis.
This is just people, mostly minors, trying to be quirky and attention-seeking. Get help. Seriously, this isn't funny anymore.
You don't want this for yourself. Please stop. You are so incredibly damaging.
If you attack us/me for being vulnerable and sensitive right now, you're just proving my point that you're a compassion-less asshole.
being a younger sibling is so weird, like I just want to get closer to you. I didn’t mean it when I called you stupid. why don’t you text me back, we live one room apart. you live in a world I cant comprehend, and I live in a world you can’t comprehend, why won’t you let me get closer? but also sir wtf why did you take the last of the ice you bitch.
I'm sorry you're so unhappy with your life, but that doesn’t mean you have to make mine more miserable than it already is!
I'm 99% I'm about to have a meltdown or am currently experiencing one because I want to scream and cry and hit something and hurt myself and everything is going wrong and feels wrong and I can't breathe and I'm scared I'm going to lash out at my friends even though I don't want to and they haven't done anything wrong and I feel so guilty for just feeling angry at them even though I haven't even said or done anything to them as of yet and I just feel so guilty for just being angry and for experiencing a meltdown and I'm so scared of being mean and angry and hurting them and I'm scared of them seeing me like this cause it's not pretty or easy and it's not fair on them having to deal with it and be around me while I'm like this but nothing is helping and I'm scared, so so scared and one of my friends (who is on the waiting list for an autism assessment and has an autistic sibling) told me they don't see autism as a disability but as a gift but it really doesn't feel like it, especially right now (and in fact this entire week) when i feel like this because omfg is it fucking agonising. I can't even put into words how much it physically hurts and aches and I hate it and I hate that because I'm lower support needs people think it doesn't affect me as much or that it isn't so difficult as to my detriment as if it doesn't affect and impair all parts of my fucking life.
Can someone tell me everything is going to be okay? I don't care if you like, just please, someone, anyone, just tell me everything will be okay.
M!Reader just trying to use a urinal in peace:…
M!Yandere taking the one right beside reader: Fancy meeting you here!
After the better part of a three month job search, the only outfit that even bothered to contact me so far is from the same industry I'm trying to leave forever.
omg i feel like that one child who had to use a samsung fridge to send messages rn
my loser school has decided to block tumblr for me and i am angry i am prepared to snap knee caps and bite people
if they come for ao3 i am rioting
I'm going to regret ever action I have made while posting this
god how do I even start this post? It's an image I created and hated and it brings me pain
this is me, making this post knowing that the papa Louie fandom and poptropica fandom has to see it becomes if my meutrals have to see it so dose everyone else, so this is a warning for what you are about to see. So I apologize for both fandoms for this crackship that I thought was funny because papa Louie and poptropica are both on cool math games, and once again I'm sorry for what both fandoms have to see
The crack ship in question
I hate this with every ounce of my body and it brings me pain and suffering, so once again to both fandoms, I'm sorry.
This song is how i feel on a daily basis, this is no joke i genuinely feel like this and it is the worst thing, i have so much emotion packed inside of me yet i cant cry and that doesn’t make sense or i cant when i want to anyway. Im holding it back but why i js i cant. All i need by radiohead is how feel all the time, think of me once in a while, take care is how i feel all the time, left alone is how i feel all the time, i want you to love me is how i feel all the time, a million songs song in tune to the melody of my soul, they sre the melody pf my soul but fuck its getting to much now. I feel everythibg so deeply but i only feel the empty, im so full of it its consuming me and eating me whole, i want to feel what a real emotion feels like again, i know what it sounds like, what it looks like but when can i feel it because ot feels like im gonna implode. Theres so much i wanna say, but i dont know where to start. Thats a quote from one of my favourite films tbat i watched for the first time recently’i belive in unicorns’. This video os really how i feel aswell, the twat diddnt seem to love me af my lowest, its so fucking intese it visibly pours from my eyes and my mouth and basically im a dissolving wreck of a broken mind, when it hits it hits hard because it’s everywhere, you see it in my room and on my body and its in my head and its the way i est, sleep, function in life. It was too intense for the cretin to handle that even the bare minimum of reassurance caused me to receive annoyance and yelling, The second request on my autumn wishlist stems from this. Love me how i love you which means at my lowest, at my highest, through all my flaws, quirks and all that i have to show; for you i would but when is it my turn to fucking feel love. I felt loved for a short amount of time but with the fact it was a short amount of time means it was short lived so even throughout the initial relationship i did feel how the creature changed, grew less attentive, didnt care as much, not payong as much attention and not putting enough time aside for me and partly thst is my fault for allowing them to act like that ss even thogh they did ask i js said everything was fine to everything because im scared of being physically hurt os shouted at or them losing love for me. I am so fucking lonely snd even tho i have friends it js doesnt feel like the pure human connection i crave. I hate living. im no longer scared to die and only its something sought after. Theres so much i wanna say but idk where to start.