Tw Sh - Blog Posts
Hard Times
Drawn last year
I listened to hard times by Ethel Cain on repeat for this and it turned out pretty great
Sometimes i feel like sh-ing then i remember
i already have cvts stinging that are extremely painful why do i feel like i need more? why isn't what i have ever enough pain?
Sleep
Now I lay me down to sleep
But Gods, don’t keep my soul
For the broken thing has no more fight-
No hope remains with me.
So let me lay myself to sleep-
To shut my eyes and miss the dawn.
Let me rest here till I am missed
And then after, with the earth.
I’d much rather go to sleep
And not wake to see the sun
Than to stay awake and see me fail
Yet again, yet again, yet again.
*to the tune of that one song* hello bandage my old friend
TW talk of past sh, vaugely graphic, will trigger most likely
Bro fuck you mean I’m being trusted with a razor blade. There was something so healing about watching the same kind of blade I unwrapped to hurt myself so many times before run right over the same place, without slicing into me.
Update on my beans cvt
Tw ai generated beans cvt!!
Don’t report just block
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The first picture is how it looked right after and the other two is how it’s looking 11 days later (yes I peeled the scab, sue me)
It’s looking really good, it doesn’t hurt at all, no signs of infection and it seems to be healing great!! (Wish I could say the same for the big one next to it)
sometimes I just imagine cutting my lip, like dragging the blade across my lower lip. i don't know why, I just do and I'm very very tempted to try it.
you don't care you don't care you don't care about me. I told you. I told you and you only acknowledge it with a "oh" before changing topics. what's new. nothing's fucking new cause you don't care about me. you'll respond with the same thing if I told you I'll be bleeding out on the bathroom floor tonight.
wanna cover myself and the bathroom floor in blood.
Screaming at the top of my lungs
"I fucking deserve this"
"Baby was it worth it?"
Guess I wasn't worth shit
why do I barely bleed. I hit deep styros again (wouldn't say baby beans even though I think I saw a few)
and it's barely bleeding or dripping. why does this happens with all my cuts.
tha ks for ruining my night mom
now I wanna put on my shoes, grab my blades and walk down to the park to just fuck shit up
slight regret for how deep I cut on my wrist is now setting in
I need to stop going deep on my arm, its gonna bite me back in summer
introductions!
hi, first off, this is a major TW account. mainly sh and sui. if you're not comfortable, then please. get out. i do not encourage this behavior, im simply venting and screaming my thoughts and actions. i don't intend to get better. i am also not a good person, by any standards, morally and mentally.
I am 19 yrs
disc- decayed.forest
identity? no. | somehow I have two partners (A & Z) which I dont get how
i kin music so much -> aWannabe, Original God, Rivilin, Rebzyyx, Max Fry
bpd, depression, severe anxiety and social skill issues, adhd, idfk and idc. questioning aspd and szpd I don't know what's going on anymore
things I like -> classic and supercars, Minecraft, Skyrim, gore, blood, crp, cof
DNI: 13 and under - 40 and over. religious bs. ed/sh groups. generally free with anyone interacting