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Why I need to be skinny:

- In the past, my friends used to video chat with me, and I would ALWAYS be eating something, and they kept laughing and joking about how much I ate. It made me feel like complete, utter shit. And I don’t ever want to feel like that again. 

- No one ever looks at me like you look at attractive people. Everyone always looks at my friends, my skinny, beautiful, worthy friends. I’m clearly the fat ‘duff’ in the group. 

- No one ever invites me to things because I’m the ‘ugly’ last choice.

- I don’t want to feel so fat anymore. I want to feel weightless

- I want people to see that I can be skinny, pretty and better than them all. 

- I will prove everyone wrong. 

- People will get crushes on me

- I will finally be worth something. 

- I will finally be happy with myself

- I will finally love myself

- others will adore me.

- I will make my family proud

How nice it must be to be young skinny and free

Reblog if you'll PUBLICLY answer anything in your ask right now.

I do not ever see why not.

by the end of this month, i’ll be skinny.

Your stomach growling is the sound of your fat SCREAMING. Your sweat is in TEARS. You can do this.

July 24th, 2017

Okay you guys, this is it. I’m getting back on the wagon. I miss waking up every morning excited to be down another pound (or even two!). I miss looking down at my feet and seeing my flat stomach. I miss the feeling of my clothes fitting better. I miss feeling pretty.

I’m going to go back to eating 1200 cals (or less) every day, and hopefully by October I’ll be back to my LW of 138 lbs. I really want to do this right.

I’m also really sad that I stopped restricting in the first place. While I understand that I needed to eat properly to perform well on my finals, I wish I had just upped my intake to maintenance or something instead of going all out and binging every day. (I did get really good grades though, so at least there’s that…)

Note to self: if you feel like you can’t stand it anymore, DON’T JUST LET EVERYTHING GO. Don’t throw away all the progress you made. Just up your calorie intake a little and be a little looser with yourself. You’ll be thankful that you didn’t stop.

me: *obsessively weighs myself* me: *counts every calorie* me: *fasts for 24+ hours regularly* me: *lies about eating to loved ones* also me: I don’t have an eating disorder, i’m faking it

I know this is an old pic that most of you probably already know but it’s my favorite thinspo ever srsly look at her legs ugh

Currently doing my cardio ( bike ) I have two more hours to go so I’m watching youtube videos at the same time xx

I'm so excited to be thin

I really need to see more content since I’m starting the blog over, so please reblog this if you’re an active thinspo blog so I can follow you!

Will u ever do a bodycheck maybe? Bc ur my ugw and same height but you're still unhappy w/ ur body. You're really skinny looking at stats💗

I’ll try to yeah but I suck zt tzking good picks haha xx

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Reblog if you ate too much today

Anorexia And Bulimia Are Not Pretty

They are not pretty like the thinspo. It’s not high-waisted shorts, crop tops, and thigh high socks. It’s not cute clothes, compliments, and delicate skin. It’s not looking hot in coffee shops, fitting into tight spaces, and being able to be lifted. It’s not polite “No thank you”s and dainty shakes of the head. That’s not what and it is. 

It’s leaning over a toilet and throwing up the calorie filled chicken parm your mom made especially for you. It’s closing yourself off from entire events if there is even a chance of food. It’s crying in the bathroom when you only dropped five pounds that week when you needed seven. It’s looking in the mirror and seeing every bone and still believing you’re not skinny enough. It’s seeing clothes you were never able to wear before but still wanting to be a size 0. It’s freezing cold showers that make your fingers numb. It’s sleepless nights because your bones make it uncomfortable to lay down. It’s unconsciously pinching and pulling at your body in public. It’s seeing the bump on your lower abdomen and believing that it’s all fat. It’s thinking about getting a rib removed so you can look thinner. It’s lonely weekends because your friends want to go to the movies and out to eat but it’s your fasting day and can’t be stopped now. It’s under eye bags and fragile limbs. It’s smiling and saying no when we want to stuff our faces. It’s passing out because we haven’t eaten for a week. It’s trying to deceive the doctor into thinking that our small frame could really hold 130 pounds. It’s painful. It’s scary. It seems like it will never end. We tell ourselves we’ll stop here but, in the back of our minds, we’re not sure if we can. It’s hating everything about yourself and only feeling like you’re worth something when you’re not eating. It’s low electrolytes, a raw throat, and scarred fingers. It’s exercising until you want to faint. It’s being terrified that your weight will shoot up if you eat one chip. It’s scarfing down five servings of something to make the pain go away and crying for hours after. And this is not even the half of it. 

There are so many other eating disorders a person could go through and they’re all hell. Ask someone if they really love what they’re doing. Most if not all the time a person will say they hate it. It’s killing yourself and we know it. But here we are. So no. EDs are not pretty. Don’t ask me to teach you to get one.

(I’m sorry but I’ve actually been asked in real life and on the internet how to become anorexic or bulimic. And I hate it. They think it’s an amazing thing. An amazing way to drop a few pound in a month and get off once they drop a size. I just needed to rant about it a bit cause I’m tired. DON’T ASK ME HOW TO GET AN ED I WILL NOT TELL YOU! I would not give an ed to my worst enemy. So I will certainly not give the tools to a friend or even a stranger.)

my reasons to lose weight asap

✨imagine the way all the girls in your class will look at you on the first day of school when you will be so skinny; and how they will ask for tips and your meal plans. ✨the look in your favorite teacher’s eyes when he will see that you got so thin and look so frail ✨how proud your mom is going to be that you lost a lot of weight and she won’t have to tell you that you are fat every single day ✨the ability to act frail and dainty ✨the way you will be able to dress since everything in the store suits your tiny, little body ✨how you will walk on the street in the winter when everybody looks so fat in those clothes, but you are so skinny that you will look good even then ✨earning the appreciation of your siblings because they have always told you to lose weight, even if they are overweight. but everyone has expectations from you. don’t ruin it. ✨not feeling bad when she/he runs her/his hand on your stomach ✨ THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE: BEING ABLE TO FEEL GOOD IN YOUR OWN SKIN.

Thinspiration Thursday is here!

This week’s theme is before & after

💕Bones💕

I’m envious.

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