Latest Posts by light-as-lavender - Page 2
leaning towards go completely insane
meansp0 warning
yknow, for someone who wants to be underweight, you sure don't act like it. isn't that funny? why not prove that you actually want it? "oh, i'd kill to look like them!!" but you're clearly not willing to put down that food and work for it...
I want to be light enough he can pick me up with no effort, I want him to be surprised at how easy it is
Here's to the people who weren't abused by their parents, but whose parents sucked anyways. Here's to people whose parents fucked up raising you out of ignorance and not malice. Here's to the kids whose parents didn't know what to do with you so they did nothing at all. Here's to people whose parents are getting better and growing as people but still hurt you. Here's to every mean comment that wouldn't have been so bad if it hadn't come from your mom; here's to awkward family dinners because you're all trying to forget;
here's to you, survivor of a thousand 'not as bad as it could have been' hurts. I see you. You aren't alone.
DON’T MAKE COMMENTS ON CHILDREN’S WEIGHT
This is the fucking reason for my disorder
I feel like people should understand that not every person with an ed is always underweight or even at a normal weight. People with ed's are all shapes and sizes and still suffering
Some motivation:
You know that the progress isn’t obvious at first. You know that. BUTTT
the longer you keep going, the more noticeable it will be.
I came back to ana the beginning of March. In one month i was down 18lbs.
Imagine what I’ll look like next month.
Imagine what YOU will look like next month.
You can do it.
I feel like my scale isn’t accurate enough. I know I’m heavier than that. Every time I weigh at the drs I’m heavier. How will I know if I’m ever actually at my ugw? I fucking hate it
i’m fine, i just miss the honeymoon phase
Reblog if:
- You support recovery.
- You support those in recovery.
- You support seeking help.
- You want people to seek help.
- You think everyone is beautiful, regardless of their weight.
- Even if you yourself, aren’t seeking help or are in recovery, want others too.
i love your blogs aesthetic!! it’s so pretty
Thank you !!! It took me awhile to decide on the aesthetic, so I really appreciate that! 💐💜you’re so pretty for saying that 🫶🏻
Flip flopping between ED thought processes is so frustrating. I could fast for days no issue but the moment food hits my lips I loose all control and I can’t stop. I feel like I’ll always be a fat ugly monster. I hate it so much. I hate myself so much. Why can’t I stop? All I want is to stop, I want to be pretty, I want to be skinny, I want to wear cute clothes!
i think about if he thinks about how much smaller she was when he looks at me, i know her gut didnt hang over her legs
Instead of eating become a weapon
one thing i love about tumblr is that u become friends with people without even knowing their name/their face/their voice...........like....i love u because of your dumb little thoughts thank u for existing
Please reblog if you're an active €d blog in march 2024 and are at least 18 yrs old
I used to be a minor on here too but being 22 it would just feel wrong to follow teenagers and I also don't want trend on my blog either.
Imagine the weight youre losing is going to the person who was mean to you
A month from now you can have results, progress and confidence
Or you can have the same shame, guilt and excuses
want to snack?
here’s a list of things to do instead :)
low intensity activities
read (helps if it’s on of your favorites that sucks you right in) !!
watch youtube/netflix/tiktok
stretch
sing
practice an instrument
knit or crochet
headphones on and lip sync in the mirror to music
headphones on and daydream to music
go on a slow and casual nature walk
paint or draw
journal
chat with a friend
sew or embroider something
shower
do your nails
pluck your eyebrows
give yourself a facial massage
online shop (or window shop) !!
daydream about your celebrity crush ;) fr tho
bubble bath
practice doing your makeup
practice doing your hair
figure out your color season (ive tried to do this so many times and still don’t know, good luck)
meditate
clean your makeup brushes
brush your teeth and floss
scroll on pinterest or tumblr :))
nap (one of my personal favs) !!
high intensity activities
headphones on and dance in the mirror
learn a dance routine
walk or jog
clean old clothes out of your closet
reorganize your room
yoga or pilates
weight training
go thrifting
do laundry
try your clothes on or try on different outfit ideas you’ve had
exfoliate and shave (this is def high intensity idc what you say) :3
go for a hike
Good morning my beautiful flowers. What are your goals for today? Mine- fast for most of the day (8hrs), drink 2 protein shakes, and get my steps in!! Best of luck, and remember to stay safe 💜
I like to think of losing weight as payday. I’m on track to losing about 2lbs a week. So, once this weeks over, I’m praying I’ll lose at least 2lbs. So just keep ⭐️ving until Friday. Then, down 2lbs. Then repeat. Working for it and seeing the results of your hard work. Calories are money, and end of week is payday. The more cals I don’t eat, the more “money” I have. Then I feel skinny and rich. It’s all about mindset, find the way that works for you💜
summer is in 79 days
This months choices are next months body
if youre ACTUALLY disordered, then why dont you look like it already ?
today is the tomorrow you talked about yesterday
all these fucking thoughts in my head are making me loose my appetite (as well as making my stomach, my head and my heart hurt, but that's not really as cool)
Hello Flowers 💐💜
This is just a little about me! I’m 20 years old, turning 21 in June! I love all music, weed, and cuddling up to play animal crossing. I’ve recovered and relapsed off and on since I was 15. I just can’t seem to fully shake how much I love this mindset. Now don’t get me wrong, I am absolutely Pro recovery! I want everyone to get better, and love themselves, but I also understand the position we’re in. I’m here for you if you need anything! Please don’t hesitate to message me 💜
MDNI please!!! This is a safe space, however, no kid should be on a diet. Be young, be free, be proud💜
💐My stats are below!💐
Cal limit- 647
Gym- 3x a week
Walk/Run & quiet exercise 3x a week
5ft 3
HW: 165
CW: 138
UGW: 110 or 115, I’m undecided
💜My end of the month weight goals!
🔒April-130
🔒May-122
🔒June-115
🔒July-110