I Already Know Our New Years 3dblr Diets R Gonna Be Wild💀

No I dont WANT to be skinny, i NEED to be skinny.

yes, one cookie wont make you gain, but will it make you skinny?

If you were on Titanic ship you'd survived it easily.. you know why?

CAUSE FAT FLOATS ON WATER YOU DISGUSTING PIG

they were right, fat DOES last longer than flavor…

you feel s1ck for a reason. you feel t1red for a reason. you feel dis0riented for a reason. you feel l1ght for a reason. your st0mach is making n0ises for a reason. you are hxngry for a reason.

the reason: …it’s working.

I was drawing myself in tim burton style last night, i genuinely felt so upset by it cause it had me with insane proportions it was hard to keep drawing. I want to get worse some days and it sucks that im like this. my meal options keep getting smaller, and family discussions about my diet are becoming a weekly event. i cant wait to get out of here :(

somedays i think for a moment im skinny, like when im drawing and use my own arm as a reference.

and then i look in the mirror and remember im not

Remembering c/s exists when your balls deep in junk food cravings is like the lord himself smiles upon you

My psychiatrist deadpan staring at me as I try to tell her why baking as a hobby means I don't have an eating disorder