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“Do what you can, but nothing will take your pain away when you realize you're not truly loved by anyone.”
I'm don't understand what is going on but WHERE IS MY GAY ANGEL??? ALL THIS OF QUEERBAITING FOR NOTHING?!! Tumblr gave spoilers but now i'm just sad 🤡😰
sometimes I think Katniss only had kids after 15yrs cuz that was probably the age Prim was when she died…
Final Space has been cancelled in the middle of its story...
Infinity Train was cancelled before it could be concluded...
The Owl House is ending after a shotened season 3...
Glitch Techs got the axe before it even released on Netflix...
Why do all the best cartoons get cancelled?
i got a new phone but neither of the cases I got line up correctly and it makes me want to cry because now I can't listen to music 😭
When I opened up Obey Me nightbringer, there was a special where i can ask Lucifer/mammon a date and saw a smexy photo of them and I want to ask them out so I check what I need to get it, and turns out it requires me to spent 40 dollars or so to get it for one date. 😭😭
Even with the inclusion of the devil's points in that special, it will never be worth it to me. 😭 I can't spend 40 dollars of irl money for a virtual fictional date. 😭😭
My favorite boyz <333
❤❤❤
For me...
No, I'm not going to tell you to stop being sad, because it doesn't work that way.
But I will remind you that things are going to get better. There are no good or bad days, just some that teach you more than others. And you have to keep going, in any case. Trust in that.
I want to belong to someone so bad I mean not literally but feeling at home and having an unbreakable bond with someone else. I crave this more than anything in this world but honestly at this point becoming a millionaire seems more realistic..❤️🩹
“If you’re in hell, how can you live like an angel ? You’re surrounded by devils, trying to be an angel? That’s like suicide.”
One of the truest and saddest quotes ever.
The fact that both of zukos abusers used lightning against zuko and instead of learning to use lightning himself like he could have he learned how to redirect the lightning and let it pass through him and then straight clean out of him… Do you ever think about how that is literally physically representing how instead of absorbing his father and sisters abuse he lets it pass through him and instead of soaking it in and letting it destroy him he redirects it away from himself… I just want some peace in my life
Oh man, that's so unfair! I'm sure It won't happen here in my country 😭
this is what being alive is. a sticky menu between you and me in a cramped booth by a black window.
mess mess mess
my mind’s
cluttered mess
doesn’t the daisy calm your nerves, dear?
I'm getting really tired of being single
I'm seeing all these cute couples and now I feel lonely!
E N O U G H . . .
"You've had enough, you want that ending,
Noose, knife or gun is just so tempting.
Your life means nothing, well not anymore.
Voices in your head you know you can't ignore.
The last ray of hope that tries to break through,
But it's too late, it can't reach you.
Hell has taken you, down to its core,
Tears fall down; "don't want to live anymore!"
Will someone miss you, you really don't know,
Your life feels empty and melts away like snow.
That's it. You're sick of it all. You're finished. You're done.
Who's stopping you? Not a single soul. No one.
You take your final breath. This decision, are you happy or not?
Just another soul that the Earth forgot."
- By me.
This remembers me of him....
You know what sucks? Not only do I constantly want to see you and hug you and talk to you, I constantly want to talk about you to whoever will listen. I want to talk about how I miss you and want to see you. I want to ask people how you’re doing and what you’re up to. It sucks and I hate it.
Hardship.
They say life becomes richer after hardship, that you get tougher, your heart grows stronger.
But what if I don’t feel those things?
I’m just grateful to have survived that hardship. But I’m still trying to figure out the lesson that hardship presented. Why did I have to go through that? How have I grown from it? Am I tougher or just more guarded now? Is my heart stronger or more wounded?
Expectations.
Sometimes, you can’t help but expect things out of others. Others that you let in and have gotten close to you. Others that you’ve decided to trust in and rely on. Others that you wanted to give a chance to.
So what happens when those expectations aren’t met?
You’re left with disappointment, sadness, feelings that you hate to admit to.
If that’s the case, why do we still have expectations?
A haiku for you.
Once upon a time
You left but I still stayed here
I miss you so much.
Patience.
Patience was never a virtue I thought I had. I mean sure, I have enough patience to wait for my Amazon package to arrive or the will power to not open a Christmas present early. But waiting for things to change, for things to change in my current life’s state, is difficult.
Waiting for that kind of change is so hard. You work towards the change to the best of your ability, but there is no end date or estimated time of arrival. With Amazon packages, you have tracking notifications. With Christmas presents, you know it occurs on the same day every year. But with life, no one knows. The only think I know is I’m still trying and I’m trying to make progress.
But how far I’m getting, how much closer I am, I wish I knew.
Unsaid.
Some things are just better left unsaid. I’ve never been good with words, especially on the spot. I usually take my time to think about what I want to say and sometimes it takes me a while to respond.
But sometimes, there’s no point in saying anything more. If it’s not going to change anything or fix the problem, why say more and possibly bring more hurt? The trust has already been broken, wounds already inflicted. We can’t go back and change the past. Some mistakes you can fix, some you can’t. Forgiveness is one thing, but forgetting is another thing altogether.
So I’ll just leave it as it is.
Thousands of Times.
I think you’ve crossed my minds thousands of times today. I won’t say millions because I try my best not to think of you. It’s like my security blanket got ripped away. From spending all day talking with you, knowing everything about you, what you’re doing, what you’re feeling... to nothing.
I guess we’re strangers now.
All that’s left is just a feeling of loneliness.
Of extreme sadness.
Who do I turn to now?
i really don’t know why i’m coming back in depressed-like state, i don’t wanna seem a crybaby too much. like, i don’t have any issues now, my grades are not bad, i have tons of friends around me - but still, like i was saying earlier: i’m crying almost every night, i feel some sort of pain inside me, like i’ve done anything wrong or seen something too sad (hello spider-man vids from tiktok-). i hope it will pass soon, because i don't wanna go back to that state, when I was not eating well or sleeping well again
abt video, actually i’m not kidding. When i stopped making something good out of myself, it was like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. but don’t think i’m that bad, i still have some feelings unlike zuccey
i finished my book last night 😕 now what am i supposed to do??