Anorexia - Blog Posts
First post about this shit but lol I need to vent somewhere🙃
the moment an eating disorder isn't restrictive or doesn't "compensate" for behaviours that could lead to weight gain, nobody gives a shit. and it's exhausting.
as someone with binge eating disorder, i'm tired of being dismissed, humiliated, and ridiculed by everyone.
i've had psychiatrists tell me that my eating disorder isn't real and that i just 'have no self control'.
i've had anorexics call me a disgusting pig and use my mental illness as something to laugh at.
i've had bulimics say similarly horrible things, which is hypocritical given their disorder involves binging as well, but when i pointed that out they told me that 'at least they do something about it.'
binge eating disorder is horrible to live with. at the very least we could be given some respect.
tw: eating disorder mention (not abt me)
i feel like we dont talk about binge eating disorder enough. a lot of people talk about anorexia, a decent amount of people talk about bulimia, but ive barely heard people talk about bunge eating disorder. it's a very serious disorder, just as serious as anorexia and bulimia, yet it doesn't get as much recognition as it should. i find that odd.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6FWZ-TpkFI
the tags is just so those people see this, I feel like they need to see this
THANK YOU, CLASSMATE WHO KNOWS MY TUMBLR, LOVE OF MY LIFE WHO TOLD YOU TO LAUGH OF MY DISTURBING SITUATION *Translation* Me: Man, I'm scared:(, Many porn-dating spam tumblr follow me:(. Some tumblrs are of anas, but aAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, I'm scared:( Classmate: *lAUGH ABOUT MY DISTURBING SITUATION* Me: DON'T LAUGH ABOUT MY MISFORTUNE SITUATIONS>:( Classmate: I'm sorry, I love you, but it maked me laugh I LOVE YOU BUT STOPPPP:(((((
Me: omG I LOST 3 POUNDS ;_;
My brain: great, next, die
My ed: hOLD A FUCKING SECOND, WHEN, WERE, HOW, WHO, WHAT¿ but you still fat gurl.
Me: -counting how much calories I ate last week and trying to anilize how I lost 3 pounds in a week after bingin' 2 times-
Me: -Eats 53 calories more than 400-
My ed: bITCH WTF YOU'RE DOING, THAT IS GONNA AFFECT YOUR WEIGHT LATER, thAT'S WHY YOU STILL IN THAT WEIGHT
Me:
Me: -do nothing after binging for 3 days-
My ed: sTARVE YOURSELF
My brain: Don't yoU DARE
Me: -starves-
My brain:
Me: -eat something-
My ed: That had like 10 calories
Me: So?
My ed: yoU aRe gOnnA bE FAT
Me:
Me: I want to get better:/
My ed: does that mean that you want to be fat?
Me:
me when someone says they have only eaten 500 calories:
Me when I eat only 300-400 calories and that person get angry about that:
A lot in the ana community: o yEAh cofFee YuM yUm iS my fAvorItE meAl
Me, who doesn't like coffee:
(Please tell me I'm not the only one who don't like coffee):
Me: *Binges literally all day*
My ed:
Me at the dinner of my first day of my vacations realizing that I can't fast because my parents and brothers are in vacations too:
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Yo en la cena de mi primer día de vacaciones dandome cuenta de que no puedo hacer fast porque mis padres y hermanos también están de vacaciones:
Me: -Weigh myself- mOM I GAINED WEIGHT
My mom:
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Yo: -pesandome- maMA SUBÍ DE PESO
Mi mamá: