🕯️as A Feather - Blog Posts
okay so my Project of the Month for january is learning a new kpop dance (or at least a section of it) each day and FUCK id forgotten how many calories dancing burns
cause im spending 1-3 hrs a day on this which is AT A MINIMUM 300-900 c@ls and usually closer to 500-1500 because the dances are usually really high energy
and its so fun?? like its hard but wayyyy more fun then running or anything involving burpees bc fuck burpees honestly
i return from the ether to happily report that i only gained 1kg over the hols which is better than i expected and i already lost most of it back!! :3
Day 2: Fav Th1n5pø
ugghh i have so many it depends on the vibe of day? like some days we feeling delicate little pink princess but then others i wanna be a grungy genderless skeleton? or like... idk the aesthetic... ⭐ving academia?
still this is probably fav of all time:
i made tree! you can leave a decoration w/ a message if u want
saw this on @h0neysugarfree 's blog <3
okie imma do this as like a countdown to Christmas yeth :3
Day 1 - Goals for the End of 2024:
To not gain during xmas/ny (or at least lose it right after)
could be harsher but i really really love christmas. literally almost all my positive memories from childhood are during christmas.
Christmas is Special and my stupid little brain don't get to ruin it :P
so first half of the week, sperm donor was at a Manager Work Thingy a few hours away and thus i was Acting Adult of the household and as such in charge of ensuring that both the dog and my little sibling slept, drank water and ate.
nowhere in my instructions were to ensure i slept or ate >:3
unfortunately this had the regrettable consequence of nearly fainting during sparring so... gonna need to be a tad more careful next time lol.
me, after crawling back to tumblr after idefk whats been going but rest assured it was not a productive or fun time.
hallo (◕ᴗ◕✿)
so, as one does, i was checking how much ive lost since i started properly tracking again. And, as fucked up little brainicles do, i was disappointed when it fell in the range of healthy weight loss for the time span (7.3kg in 2mo)
and then i realized that i was upset??? about being healthy???? and close to the upper limit of healthy?????
like wtf??????
idrc about whats healthy when it comes to weight loss (like im here lol) but ive never... actively not wanted to at least go about it in a more helathy way??
like im fucking religious abt taking my vitamins so i dont get scurvy or whatever. (after writing this the fact that my hard line for healthy eating is "having my flintstones gummies everyday" is... something)
anyways tldr is i had a "shit i am so far into my relapse ive reached new levels of fuckery" moment :/
so yknow how caffine is an appitite surpressant??
HOLY FUCK IS IT EVER???
2 energy drinks last night and i have have only the nice empty hungr¥ and no cr@vings all fucking day!!! literally all i have eaten is a bowl of shitty condensed tomato soup (love me my soup but the creamy stuff is way better)
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i like purple, stars, stuffies and butterflies
my special interest is languages
current hyperfixations are k-pop and star wars
peer-reviewed + self-diagnosed audhd O.O
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Update 10/01/2025!
made personal tags:
#bird boned butterflies - general me tag
#birdcooks4butterflies - anything f0od (WIEIADs, recipes, meals etc)
#birdsd!ets4butterflies - gonna start making d!ets
#birdtalks2butterflies - just talking into the void :3
#birdrants@butterflies - ranting into the void
#birdposts4butterflies - daily post challenges
Stats below ^-^
Height: 176cm / 5'9
SW: 100.8 kg / 222.2 lb
CW: 86.9 kg / 191.6 lb
Milestone 1: 90 kg / 198.4 lb ✔
Milestone 2: 80 kg / 176.4 lb ✖
Milestone 3: 75 kg / 165.3 lb ✖
Milestone 4: 67 kg / 147.7 lb ✖
Milestone 5: 60 kg / 132. 3 lb ✖
Milestone 6: 55 kg / 121.5 lb ✖
GW: 50 kg / 110.2 lb
ugh i'm so stuffed from thanksgiving. it was at my aunts so i couldn't really purge but i did a tiny bit. gonna try to purge when i get home because i hate the feeling of being full.
hello lovelies! today is thanksgiving and i'm so scared because i have to eat so much. if i eat hardly anything then my family will get worried that im not eating again (which they'd be right but i don't want them to know!!). i'm at my aunts house but im still gonna try to purge as much as i can because im finally at my lowest weight (158lbs or 71kg which is still huge but im so proud of how much i've lost!). a lot of people my height (5'7/5'8ish) weigh what i weigh and they look skinny but the way that i carry my weight makes me look like a whale. i carry most of it in my hips and ESPECIALLY my thighs oh my fucking gosh i just look massive.
yall i literally b!nged sooooo bad for the past week bc i had my period :///
but it gave me sm motivation so it's time to lock in ;)
i haven posted in ages vbut…i appear once more
my ed never went away but i feel as if I went off my grind and i need to go BACK
I’m lowk addicted to chewing up n spitting my food out and i need to quit that 🙁🙏🙏 pls tell me there’s other chewspitters out there I need…to know there’s others…
~Wieiad~
10•21•24
Breakfast:
• ?g cashews - ~175c
Total: ~175
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~My friend got trail mix this evening and we had been hanging out all day so I took some cashews to not raise suspicion but I really wish I wouldn’t have T . T Ik it wasn’t 200c so I’m not too upset about it ig but my fast is ruined now :C
I wasn’t planning on fasting tomorrow but I might now..tbd..
~Wieiad~
10•15•24
Breakfast:
• 146g ZS Vanilla Greek yogurt - 60c
• 8g Chia seeds - 40c
• 50ml Coconut milk - 10c
• 80g Pumpkin Puree - 40c
• Ground Cinnamon - 8c
• 68g Frozen Strawberries - 24c
• 33g Frozen Raspberries - 17c
• 30g Frozen Blueberries - 16c
• 45g Frozen Blackberries - 29c
Snack:
• 5g CB whole wheat tortilla - 7c
Total: 251c
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Went mia for a little while because my mental health was complete shit and I had no energy to post on here but I should be back now✨
I bust every time I see the word “low-calorie” on anything
Life if calories didn’t exist :
You ever just look in the mirror and realise youve been anorexic for so long and still have nothing to show for it LOL i am cracking at the seams
𝐏𝐒𝐀: 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝟑𝐝 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞!
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Guys help! My old account got t-worded😭 can yall reblog to help me get my moots back? I was @dietcherrylvr