@nor3×14 - Blog Posts
I want to get so thin and sickly I land in the hospital or get taken out of my mom's home. I'm middle eastern so you know how the culture is, you're not allowed out of the house unless you're married.. I have an abusive father (his side of the family is insane too) and brother who both went to jail so if I move out without an excuse they'll kill me anyway so might aswell land myself in the hospital yk
It sounds dangerous but man it's probably the best idea I've had in a while
I'll try to not fast often since I have a pretty busy schedule playing badminton and having music lessons on friday. I'll eat a piece of fruit before rehearsal I guess :p
Also, I really missed the hunger pains from having an empty stomach, feels better than any drug to me fr (not that I've ever done drugs so I can't even compare, really 💀)
That means my total cal for a piece of fruit would be lets say... 120 cal to be on the safe side yk bananas and such can go pretty high!
Much love today everyone <3 ✨
M34lsp0!!
Omg if you can, get this like broth type soup they're super low in cal and super filling, my favorite is the mushroom one atm :DD
Tastes heavenly with a few veggies on the side :p
guys so sorry my ipad died and i had trouble logging in on the web but im back, but heres a lil update;
the easter week i was sick and didnt have ’proper’ meals until friday which was great, and i went to our cabin where we have a scale, and i’ve maintained/lost a little weigh! im super motivated rn, and im gonna try to workout everyday again, get back into that ykk
FUCK M Y FUCKING LIFE I HAVE SWIMMING TMRW ON MY P.E
genuinely didn't think a plateau would happen to me. calories? in check. exercise? every day. plateau? couldn't be me.
and yet.
here we are.
so many of the reddit forums recommend eating at maintenance for a while and it makes me sick to even think about trying, so we're going to weigh and count everything obsessively again, not just the big/non-vegetable things, and lower the max daily calories to 800. i know that's actually a pretty high number for edblr, but 1000 had been working for me for so long…
wish me luck! almost excited to feel the pains again.
i hope you guys are all doing well 💕 don’t forget to drink water and take your vitamins fellow r3xies, wishing us all a b1ng3 free week!!!⭐️💓
it was my birthday yesterday so i went to dinner with my family, and the restaurant we were at showed the cals on the menu, and HOLY FUCK WHY ARE THERE SO MANY CALS IN A PASTA???!?!? swear to god it was like 1020 cals….. youre joking. ate half but i still felt bad😭 starting a 48 hour fast today😘💗
OMGOMG GUYS IM 127.8 IBS NOW WTF
i literally have been stuck at 129 for the LONGEST time and now i lost like 2 ibs??? i’m so happy i could cry i’m finally making some progress
guess who’s fasting 😛😛🍽️
guys i just binged i’m so fucking mad ughhhh
guys my weight WONT BUDGE. i’ve literally been in between 129 ibs and 130 ibs for like 4 months bro… send help guys i’m actually going insane 😭🙏
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🔒GW #1 : 125 lbs - 56.7 kgs
🔒GW #2 : 120 lbs - 54.4 kgs
🔒GW #3 : 115 lbs - 52.1 kgs
🔒GW #4 : 110 lbs - 49.8 kgs
🔒GW #5 : 105 lbs - 47.6 kgs
🔒GW #6 : 100 lbs - 45.3 kgs
🔒GW #7 : 95 lbs - 43.0 kgs
🔒GW #8 : 90 lbs - 40.8 kgs
🔒UGW 1 : 80 lbs - 36.3 kgs
🔒UGW 2 : 70 lbs - 31.8 kgs
!! please do NOT interact with my blog, or block me if you are in rec0v3ry!! i am 100% pr0 r3c0v3ry, and i don’t want to cause someone else to fall back into their old habits. (if you are in r3c0v3ry i wish you the best!)
my e@t1ng d1s0rd3r started during quarantine, but has been on and off since then. i recently decided i should go back to @na a couple months ago. in the past i got diagnosed with bul1m1@, but i don’t purg3 anymore(i try not to, only if i have a really bad b1ng3 😔🙏). i tried to fully r3c0ver once in october of 2023, but i ended up just stopping and giving up.
if you have any questions, or want to talk to me in general, i would be so glad to talk to some of you guys about anything you’re going through. lots of you can be really sweet and kind, and i appreciate those who are :)
i wish the best for you guys !!! love you bbgs
guys any tips on how to stop b1ng1ng so much?? ever since spring break i haven’t been able to ⭐️ve like i used to bru :/
*Survivor* is almost as good as *supersize v superskinny*
look at her... she was perfect even before the show
summer is almost here ✨ remember
Have you noticed that your outfits just don't look right on you? It's odd because they looked stunning in your head, but they look tacky when you put them together. Now, let's see. Is it your body that you're visualising those outfits on, or is it someone who looks 20kg slimmer than that pudgy body you're in? It's wishful thinking. Obviously, an outfit will look good if there's a good figure underneath, and that body of yours definitely isn't 'good'. You pretend that you look like that while you make your outfits, but you're snapped back to such an awful reality when your stomach pokes over your jeans and there's a bulge of fat all around the strap of your tank top. The best accessory for any outfit is a skinny body, so you should go and get one.
guys be careful
Be aware. Do not interaxt with this person. Do not.
I'm not hungry, I'm just bored.
I'm not hungry, I'm just thirsty.
I'm not hungry, I'm just sleepy.
Anything but eating, is the right option.
I was able to skip lunch today.
Yay
Small steps
Do you people want to see my stats? It might be a push for me to get started again, because I've been slacking. Be free to leave any comment, doesn't matter what.
I'll start with my waist to chest ratio which is 0.86
Does anyone know what this means exactly
Help guys I'm so fat. Look at those thighs, they take up a lot of space. Meanspo is very welcome, as you see I need it.
I've realized that counting calories doesn't really do much for me. I just simply cannot stop eating. Does any one have any other methods, or tips for me. They're all welcome no matter how extreme.
Don't report, just block, you're not helping trust me.
Pro for me not for thee
Guys I over ate as shit today. I ate over 500 kcal more than my max, which is 1000 kcal. I need to stop treating myself with food. I need to earn food, yes, but it's not a reward. It's a necessity which you need to earn. Enough to survive, no more.
I do need to say those chocolate eggs are so good though, I'm addicted. And why the fuck er the fuck is bread, meat and my dam coffee so high kcal why? And fruit too like why? My life is a lie.
Send me meanspo or questions please, I'm bored, need inspiration and it's fun. Requests are open too.
And pro for me not for thee
And don't report me, just block
You're not doing anything you're just irritating as fuck
That rhymes, and was the only reason why I said fuck in that sentence.